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All I want to do after graduation is have a good time. Is that a bad thing? I'm not ready for a career. I'm not ready to settle down and become ordinary. Then again I don't think I'll ever be ready to be ordinary. I just want to keep learning and living and moving.
I should probably just move back to New England.
This anxiety is excruciating. Every day I have a different image of what comes next and what I want. I think I've made this same post at least four times already just in different language. Everyone in DC has this fucking appearance of being so sure of themselves. All the aspiring Senators, investment bankers, doctors and lawyers I see every day drive me nuts. I want to grow up on my own terms. I refuse to be the tool of this fucking economic system.
Good thing I'm a white girl who has the luxury of doing such things. barf. women's studies has ruined everything.
Other than those worries things are good. The Vagina Monologues were this past weekend and went off splendidly. I can't believe it was my last year. I realized this weekend that I really love college. I love having all of my friends at my fingers tips and my only job is to learn. I think the impending doom of leaving academia for a while has made me realize how much freedom I have here that isn't always available in the adult world.
Really I'm just procrastinating. peace!
I should probably just move back to New England.
This anxiety is excruciating. Every day I have a different image of what comes next and what I want. I think I've made this same post at least four times already just in different language. Everyone in DC has this fucking appearance of being so sure of themselves. All the aspiring Senators, investment bankers, doctors and lawyers I see every day drive me nuts. I want to grow up on my own terms. I refuse to be the tool of this fucking economic system.
Good thing I'm a white girl who has the luxury of doing such things. barf. women's studies has ruined everything.
Other than those worries things are good. The Vagina Monologues were this past weekend and went off splendidly. I can't believe it was my last year. I realized this weekend that I really love college. I love having all of my friends at my fingers tips and my only job is to learn. I think the impending doom of leaving academia for a while has made me realize how much freedom I have here that isn't always available in the adult world.
Really I'm just procrastinating. peace!