That Time Again...

Sep 07, 2003 22:42

Sup everyone? I havent updated in awhile cause I have been busy working and hanging with friends. Been trying to keep myself occupied so I dont lose sight of what I need to do, and start thinking about things that I have done wrong and what I could have done differently. As of right now things are great. I have a job that is both easy and fun. I work with Melissa and she is a riot. I have great friends and I enjoy hanging out with them. What else could I want? But something seems wrong, like somethings missing. Im not quite sure yet what it is just something seems odd. Maybe its just me, but like I said I dont know. Ive been keeping myself busy so I can get ready for the real world, where responsibility and consequences of ones decisions make or break you. I realize I still have time to grow and prepare as I should be in school right now. But I want to be independant and have my own house and my own belongings, paid for by myself and noone else. Maybe Im trying to be selfsuficient way too early but thats something I want. I guess only time will tell, as I still am unsure if the decisions I am making now are the correct ones. Reality will tell me sooner or later if I was smart or stupid. PAYCE!

::ninja vanish::
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