no one does it like you
its so god damn cold here. its 4 degrees outside. i cant concentrate! i have to drive everywhere, its too cold to walk half a mile to school. to cold for me anyway.
my new apartment in cincinnati is beautiful, architecturally speaking. it has almost all of the original details. i love it. but, i live with a random roommate from craigslist. he's nice and all..but i wish i lived with a friend. i just want roommates i can kick it with.
anyway. i got a part time job here that pays $12 an hour, which is great..i work for an environmental conservation agency.
i start applying for a new co-op internship tomorrow. my advisor sends out our resumes on monday. i'm nervous that my next co-op will be in cincinnati.
even though i want to go back to new york, i havent been able to make myself focus and concentrate and start applying to internships on my own. i dont know.
i spent the past 6 months almost constantly surrounded by people. it was definitely that way in europe when i traveled with 20 people and we saw each other 18 hours a day. in new york i had a job for 40 hours a week, and i always tried to never be at my apartment.
but now im here in cincinnati and i need to get school work shit done, so i dont have the luxury or ability to just hang out whenever.
so i always come home from school and try to make myself do homework, but then i procrastinate for 3 hours, then its like 9 pm..and i start doing work..and then i stay up late, wake up early, and am tired all day. its only the 2nd week of the quarter, i need to get it together. my workload is only going to increase.
god its so hard to focus! i havent been in real class since march 2008. so this school quarter is kicking my ass. i cant wait until i co-op again. march 15!!!
jhsjhkfdhdfhkdfhkdfkhkkfhkd. writing helps me relax, i guess. im staring at my bedroom, (which is huge and has a fireplace, btw..) but i have piles of clothes on the floor.
NONE of my clothes fit. well only the clothes i bought in new york, specifically pants. i dont have even 1 pair of pants from pre-new york that even remotely fit. everything is too baggy in the waist, in the legs, everywhere. i cant bring myself to wear them.
so im on this rotation of 4 pairs of jeans, only 1 pair which i actually like a lot. i dont know. i just wear skirts and nylons all the time, but its 4 degrees so that isnt practical right now.
this entry is just me complaining a lot. whatever!! its my journal and i'll write what i want to.
i turned 23 last week. 23 years old! god. i feel like i should be more mature than i am right now. i dont know. i cant wait until i graduate, i guess..work is SO much easier than school.
sigh sigh sigh.
my new apartment in cincinnati is beautiful, architecturally speaking. it has almost all of the original details. i love it. but, i live with a random roommate from craigslist. he's nice and all..but i wish i lived with a friend. i just want roommates i can kick it with.
anyway. i got a part time job here that pays $12 an hour, which is great..i work for an environmental conservation agency.
i start applying for a new co-op internship tomorrow. my advisor sends out our resumes on monday. i'm nervous that my next co-op will be in cincinnati.
even though i want to go back to new york, i havent been able to make myself focus and concentrate and start applying to internships on my own. i dont know.
i spent the past 6 months almost constantly surrounded by people. it was definitely that way in europe when i traveled with 20 people and we saw each other 18 hours a day. in new york i had a job for 40 hours a week, and i always tried to never be at my apartment.
but now im here in cincinnati and i need to get school work shit done, so i dont have the luxury or ability to just hang out whenever.
so i always come home from school and try to make myself do homework, but then i procrastinate for 3 hours, then its like 9 pm..and i start doing work..and then i stay up late, wake up early, and am tired all day. its only the 2nd week of the quarter, i need to get it together. my workload is only going to increase.
god its so hard to focus! i havent been in real class since march 2008. so this school quarter is kicking my ass. i cant wait until i co-op again. march 15!!!
jhsjhkfdhdfhkdfhkdfkhkkfhkd. writing helps me relax, i guess. im staring at my bedroom, (which is huge and has a fireplace, btw..) but i have piles of clothes on the floor.
NONE of my clothes fit. well only the clothes i bought in new york, specifically pants. i dont have even 1 pair of pants from pre-new york that even remotely fit. everything is too baggy in the waist, in the legs, everywhere. i cant bring myself to wear them.
so im on this rotation of 4 pairs of jeans, only 1 pair which i actually like a lot. i dont know. i just wear skirts and nylons all the time, but its 4 degrees so that isnt practical right now.
this entry is just me complaining a lot. whatever!! its my journal and i'll write what i want to.
i turned 23 last week. 23 years old! god. i feel like i should be more mature than i am right now. i dont know. i cant wait until i graduate, i guess..work is SO much easier than school.
sigh sigh sigh.