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Strange things happened yesterday. I got a lot of angry phone calls from angry friends. I make tentative plans to do something just about every night. I usually don't decide what I'm going to do (if anything) about 2 hours before "whatever" is supposed to happen. I always feel like I can never win. No matter what I do, I seem to piss off someone for flaking out.
The wierdest dream was brought on last night from a night out and a few drinks. Great things were happening in this dream, things that I want to happen in real life. Everytime they would happen in my dream, something equally as bad would happen to spoil the feeling. Some of the things in my dream WILL happen some day, that's a fact. I just hope it doesn't happen the way it did in my head.
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About every 5 years, I have these moments. I always remember them as The moments I never want to end. It seems like a record button gets pushed in my head and I start recording everything about the event. Smells, weather, clothing, you name it. I've had about 4 of these happen to me, and another one happened a few nights ago. The first major difference in this one was that I was alone. I was listening to a new CD while driving to a friend's house. A song came on that I'd never heard before and it felt like it was the perfect instrumental music for what I was thinking and feeling at the time. It must have been the combination of new music, driving in the middle of the night, summer nights, and uncertain things. I would love to go into detail about the other times, but I haven't enough time.
Basically, they involve:
-swing dancing in vacant streets at 4am during heavy rain
-Eating brownies in the middle of the desert at 3am while flat on my back.
-Dinner/Drinking with Robin Guthrie two nights before his show
The other one might be a little too adult themed to talk about here... :-)
The wierdest dream was brought on last night from a night out and a few drinks. Great things were happening in this dream, things that I want to happen in real life. Everytime they would happen in my dream, something equally as bad would happen to spoil the feeling. Some of the things in my dream WILL happen some day, that's a fact. I just hope it doesn't happen the way it did in my head.
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About every 5 years, I have these moments. I always remember them as The moments I never want to end. It seems like a record button gets pushed in my head and I start recording everything about the event. Smells, weather, clothing, you name it. I've had about 4 of these happen to me, and another one happened a few nights ago. The first major difference in this one was that I was alone. I was listening to a new CD while driving to a friend's house. A song came on that I'd never heard before and it felt like it was the perfect instrumental music for what I was thinking and feeling at the time. It must have been the combination of new music, driving in the middle of the night, summer nights, and uncertain things. I would love to go into detail about the other times, but I haven't enough time.
Basically, they involve:
-swing dancing in vacant streets at 4am during heavy rain
-Eating brownies in the middle of the desert at 3am while flat on my back.
-Dinner/Drinking with Robin Guthrie two nights before his show
The other one might be a little too adult themed to talk about here... :-)