Jul 16, 2005 01:34
So I've been drinking and I've lost $20 in a poker game! Son of a bitch. Anyhow...here's my new update for the month.
I've chopped a LOT of my hair off in the back and left the front totally long. I can't even grab it in the back. It looks like some sort of "fashion model" hair cut. It's Slightly asymetrical and somewhat shiny as I slick it completely down with glue and hairspray now. Who cares?
Anyhow, I'm completely filled with emotion. There's so much welled up inside of me at the moment. It feels like I'm going to explode. There's so much love, guilt, anger, and wonder. There's a lot going on in my head. Sometimes I try to supress the scatterbrained actions. I've been doing really good at work and have been promoted (slightly). People think I'm a workaholic, and other think I've become more of an alcoholic.
There's an item of clothing that I want SO bad, but I've never been able to find. I want a coat that looks like a black blazer, but goes down to the back of my calves. It's somewhat hard to find, as my size is 38short and I'm 5'6. If anyone knows of a place where I can buy one for under $200, please drop me a line. NO Dick Tracy trench coats either...
I haven't cried in a while. Maybe that's why I feel so full of emotions...
I'm sure I'll save it for something good.