so, so tired.
Ok, so it's like 6:30 AM and I've been up since 4:30 for no apparent reason. I realised I hadn't updated this thing in quite some time again, so here goes:
- At some point I went shopping with Teena and that was fun. I hung out at her house a couple of nights but she's been spending time with her husband so I've pretty much left her alone since that shopping trip.
- I have been spending a lot of time with Kelly and her friends. Actually, pretty much every weekend since I met her, we've all gotten together. "We" being me and David, Kelly and Dean, Tara and Bryce, and Larissa and Dan, and sometimes some of their other friends. So far we've had two dinners at home, dinner at a sushi place, went to Kulturine in Karlsruhe, and went on a Photography Road Trip. Tonight we're going to do something girlish at Larissa's house but I suppose that depends on if I fall asleep at work or not.
- Work itself has ups and downs. I am getting a little more comfortable now that I understand the Politics of Drama that go on, but then again, it's so freaking dramatic all the time. I still haven't gotten my security clearance for substituting or the library, and I heard it can take up to 6 months. I find that ridiculous, but whatever. Not like I have much choice in the matter. I will just continue working the register, crafting and such, until I hear more news.
- On days off, I have been quilting more at home since we bought a sewing machine. Between hanging out with friends, actually being a little more happy, and sewing, I haven't been online as much, which accounts for the lack of journaling. I finished the top to my big Halloween quilt and got a top to a scrappy baby quilt partially done. I have one more quilt top about half done, and I should finish it soon, but who knows. I still have a couple more projects I have supplies for and haven't started, but I will get them done eventually.
- I got really sick again. I am tired of that crap, I tell you. This time I got some upper respiratory thing, which I assumed David caught while I was taking antibiotics. Unfortunately, 2 days after I finished taking them, I got sick all over again, so apparently, David had something new and I caught it. Now, because the weather is so warm, there are warnings out about Allergy Season, so I am concerned. I will be fine though, I always am. I've been going to the doctor and so far, they still don't know what the nagging, ongoing problem is, but they suspect Fibromyalgia is possible and are sending me to a Rheumatologist for further testing.
I don't really have a whole lot to talk about, unless I get into specifics on hanging out with "The Group," which needless to say has really improved my spirits. Oh! I can mention personal details.
- I'm sure you've noticed that my marriage has been sad and not so happy lately. Well, I don't know what happened but on Valentine's Day, David made some rather dramatic gestures and since then, things have been almost emtirely different. He seems happy now, which as you may know has been our number one problem. (He is depressed and will not talk about it and I can't do anything about it and it blows.) So now he acts chipper and does nice things and...I guess I can't describe it much better. Also, he has finally decided he's not too...incapable, I suppose, to have children, so we are finally looking into starting the family (the delay of which was another huge problem). Updates on this will come as progress is made.
I guess that's all for now, unless I remember anything cool and post it later. I hope my grammar improves as the day goes on. I feel really stupid right now, from the tired.
- At some point I went shopping with Teena and that was fun. I hung out at her house a couple of nights but she's been spending time with her husband so I've pretty much left her alone since that shopping trip.
- I have been spending a lot of time with Kelly and her friends. Actually, pretty much every weekend since I met her, we've all gotten together. "We" being me and David, Kelly and Dean, Tara and Bryce, and Larissa and Dan, and sometimes some of their other friends. So far we've had two dinners at home, dinner at a sushi place, went to Kulturine in Karlsruhe, and went on a Photography Road Trip. Tonight we're going to do something girlish at Larissa's house but I suppose that depends on if I fall asleep at work or not.
- Work itself has ups and downs. I am getting a little more comfortable now that I understand the Politics of Drama that go on, but then again, it's so freaking dramatic all the time. I still haven't gotten my security clearance for substituting or the library, and I heard it can take up to 6 months. I find that ridiculous, but whatever. Not like I have much choice in the matter. I will just continue working the register, crafting and such, until I hear more news.
- On days off, I have been quilting more at home since we bought a sewing machine. Between hanging out with friends, actually being a little more happy, and sewing, I haven't been online as much, which accounts for the lack of journaling. I finished the top to my big Halloween quilt and got a top to a scrappy baby quilt partially done. I have one more quilt top about half done, and I should finish it soon, but who knows. I still have a couple more projects I have supplies for and haven't started, but I will get them done eventually.
- I got really sick again. I am tired of that crap, I tell you. This time I got some upper respiratory thing, which I assumed David caught while I was taking antibiotics. Unfortunately, 2 days after I finished taking them, I got sick all over again, so apparently, David had something new and I caught it. Now, because the weather is so warm, there are warnings out about Allergy Season, so I am concerned. I will be fine though, I always am. I've been going to the doctor and so far, they still don't know what the nagging, ongoing problem is, but they suspect Fibromyalgia is possible and are sending me to a Rheumatologist for further testing.
I don't really have a whole lot to talk about, unless I get into specifics on hanging out with "The Group," which needless to say has really improved my spirits. Oh! I can mention personal details.
- I'm sure you've noticed that my marriage has been sad and not so happy lately. Well, I don't know what happened but on Valentine's Day, David made some rather dramatic gestures and since then, things have been almost emtirely different. He seems happy now, which as you may know has been our number one problem. (He is depressed and will not talk about it and I can't do anything about it and it blows.) So now he acts chipper and does nice things and...I guess I can't describe it much better. Also, he has finally decided he's not too...incapable, I suppose, to have children, so we are finally looking into starting the family (the delay of which was another huge problem). Updates on this will come as progress is made.
I guess that's all for now, unless I remember anything cool and post it later. I hope my grammar improves as the day goes on. I feel really stupid right now, from the tired.