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This entry is mainly a pity party for myself...to vent things out that have been in my mind the last little while. Yesterday I was talking to a friend and it he was trying to get me to say what was on my mind. Eventually he put two and two together that I liked him, and after awhile he told me he liked me back. So I was all happy and stuff....but its like we talk a lot and then he doesn't talk for a day or two or three, doesn't answer texts or the like.
School is so extremely frustrating. I feel like i want to take a semester off, like i'm wasting my time because I can't get the classes I need so I'm stuck taking non-major related courses.
My dating life stinks...don't have one. Oh, and then today, I recieved an email from an RM that worked with me this summer. I wrote to him and he wrote back for a few weeks, then he stopped answering...finally he wrote today and said "why haven't you called or written!" gee...maybe its the fact that I was starting to believe i was writing to the wind. So i wrote him back, and again..no answer. I'm so incredibly frustrated. I feel like i'm trying so hard to find something to give meaning to my life and its utterly useless.
Everytime I find myself happy...something happens to dash my happiness. I've been stuck home almost the last month on weekends, except for this last one which i spent with Julie and Melissa. I give up....
School is so extremely frustrating. I feel like i want to take a semester off, like i'm wasting my time because I can't get the classes I need so I'm stuck taking non-major related courses.
My dating life stinks...don't have one. Oh, and then today, I recieved an email from an RM that worked with me this summer. I wrote to him and he wrote back for a few weeks, then he stopped answering...finally he wrote today and said "why haven't you called or written!" gee...maybe its the fact that I was starting to believe i was writing to the wind. So i wrote him back, and again..no answer. I'm so incredibly frustrated. I feel like i'm trying so hard to find something to give meaning to my life and its utterly useless.
Everytime I find myself happy...something happens to dash my happiness. I've been stuck home almost the last month on weekends, except for this last one which i spent with Julie and Melissa. I give up....