why'd ya hafta go and make things so complicated??

Jul 06, 2005 02:24

I had a great night until now. I saw a note from mom that said to call dad at work. So I did.

I had a gut feeling that he wanted to talk about the apartment situation. I was right.

He said that we can have the 'newer' couch from Gma's house instead of the older one from the porch. Yipee. So that means it's about 5-10% softer than the one he originally said we could have. I'll have to test it out again and see how it feels. He said we can have the recliner chair from our living room. YESSSSSSS to that because that's the comfy-est chair ever. I <3 it. He also reiterated (sp?) what I already know: that I'm going to have a hard time a)finding a job for 2days a week-ish in MtP and b)paying for things I need. Gee thanks, dad, for making me feel like shit yet again. I'm trying SO hard, and thing STILL don't seem right.

Crying sucks, and it doesn't help any situation. But I am doing it anyways.

I wish I had answers. (Kel, I'm sending you my list via e-mail tomorrow (this?) morning. I'm too tired to figure it all out now.)

On a somewhat lighter note, I sang in the karaoke semi-finals at LBJs tonight and did alright. I didn't place, but I didn't think I would. There was a lot of talent there. And I've never seen the Jug as packed as it was tonite. Fun times! Annnd I got kissed tonight =) by a cute bartender that likes me. His name is Ted. We've sorta been talkin on the phone and at LBJs. His smile makes me melt. I doubt anything will come of this, but a summer fling is always a fun thing. (hey, he got me to smile after all this time of being depressed) Although now I don't know how much I'll be able to go out, considering that my dad told me I need to cut down on the driving/wasting of gas. Damn money is ALWAYS a problem I tell you!!!

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