two weeks . . .
i go home in two weeks.
i should feel far more excited than i do.
home and the things i need to face and decide just seem too big right now. home is going to be too busy i think. i'm really tired and deep down i know a break from here will benefit me, but i'm not going home to rest. i'm going home to near-chaos and more demands.
i can't even wrap my head around saying goodbye again. it broke my heart the first time. i don't know how i'll get out of this now.
i don't like this countdown. i want time to just freeze for awhile.
i should feel far more excited than i do.
home and the things i need to face and decide just seem too big right now. home is going to be too busy i think. i'm really tired and deep down i know a break from here will benefit me, but i'm not going home to rest. i'm going home to near-chaos and more demands.
i can't even wrap my head around saying goodbye again. it broke my heart the first time. i don't know how i'll get out of this now.
i don't like this countdown. i want time to just freeze for awhile.