today . . .
this day feels monumentuous.
something about being a birthday.
something about leaving the destiny tomorrow.
something about this relationship ending.
something about all the things i feel have provided me constants for years changing.
something about feeling uncertain about what lies ahead.
something about all those things just makes today feel like a big deal.
yet so often today feels like every other day here. which is lovely. and bittersweet.
i hate that this is all happening.
he said maybe this year my goal should be to be better at transitions.
it's too hard.
something about being a birthday.
something about leaving the destiny tomorrow.
something about this relationship ending.
something about all the things i feel have provided me constants for years changing.
something about feeling uncertain about what lies ahead.
something about all those things just makes today feel like a big deal.
yet so often today feels like every other day here. which is lovely. and bittersweet.
i hate that this is all happening.
he said maybe this year my goal should be to be better at transitions.
it's too hard.