delicate . . .

[netter_maimai]

i feel fragile. physically. but also emotionally.

still having fun. still packing in the days. still looking at all the positives.

but when i slow down, i feel delicate.

this is going to be hard. i wish it weren't. but i guess if it weren't, the good wouldn't have been as good as it was. and still is.

there's still some time left.