Fall Semester Over
So I have finally seen my last 2 grades for the semester overall I did better than the majority of my semester at Akron. I received an A, two B's a B- and a C-. Most would say the C- isn't that great, but for me almost failing this class and coming out with a passing grade I could care less. So now I have my minor in History and I took the last class for my Political Science degree. The only classes I have left are my three English courses and two Spanish classes left then I can finally say I have a Bachelors Degree eight years in the making and I finally have it. Who would of thought. Anyway I have been at home for a week just relaxing and looking for another job to tie me over til I go back to school, its sad because I won't be able to get any Christmas gifts for my family which I think they deserve but if I get a really good job I don't think in the coming of years I will have to worry about that.
As far as school I am still paying off fall semester I am waiting on my dad to call me back with an answer that I hope I can finally take out an education loan that will help pay off the rest of my fall and spring semester. With me only having five classes left there has to be someone else out there willing to help me. I know God will provide a way. So on the good side I can say I am definitely single for me and Josh decided to part ways officially mutually. I am way to angry and he has too much guilt from our relationships to even try to be friends and I have to say I am really happy. Although I do miss the random text messages I would send him and having him respond back to me, but if I want to be happy with who I am and the things I want in my life I can't be friends with someone who would keep secrets from me or feel guilty just being around me. I do know that I have emotionally turned myself off because I am sick of being constantly hurt. I know a lot of people would say you are going to find that someone who will make you happy and appreciate you for you but at this point I really don't care. I have so much to think about and do with my life that having a relationship of any kind would not work and I am fine with that.
I had recently applied for a job at the Q so hopefully I will learn by tomorrow whether or not I will be able to work this up coming Tuesday. But til then I will leave it at that..
As far as school I am still paying off fall semester I am waiting on my dad to call me back with an answer that I hope I can finally take out an education loan that will help pay off the rest of my fall and spring semester. With me only having five classes left there has to be someone else out there willing to help me. I know God will provide a way. So on the good side I can say I am definitely single for me and Josh decided to part ways officially mutually. I am way to angry and he has too much guilt from our relationships to even try to be friends and I have to say I am really happy. Although I do miss the random text messages I would send him and having him respond back to me, but if I want to be happy with who I am and the things I want in my life I can't be friends with someone who would keep secrets from me or feel guilty just being around me. I do know that I have emotionally turned myself off because I am sick of being constantly hurt. I know a lot of people would say you are going to find that someone who will make you happy and appreciate you for you but at this point I really don't care. I have so much to think about and do with my life that having a relationship of any kind would not work and I am fine with that.
I had recently applied for a job at the Q so hopefully I will learn by tomorrow whether or not I will be able to work this up coming Tuesday. But til then I will leave it at that..