Easter Sunday
So I already had my spring break for the semester in March. I decided to go to Washington D.C with my friend Keke. It was fun and exciting, her house were full of clothes almost has if they were hoarders. Her grandmother was disappointed by the way her house looked. I think because, if her mom was still alive today she would be disappointed by the way her house looks. Anyway her mom was very nice and humorus but, I was a little concerned how keke was talking to her. Sometimes I felt that she would get away with murder and not care waht her mom would want. Even to the point of putting the things tha she needed second to what keke wants. On a plus side I finally saw her boyfriend..average, then I met this guy she slept with who was also her bestfriends boyfriend...ugly and average. He had messed up teeth and his hair was crazy. Then there was this other guy who was fine ass hell but keke hadnt messed with him. So I don't know I guess keke usually dates average type dudes, which I didnt expect at all because of the guys she's always looking at. Plus her bestfriends dude is nicknamed Smiley because he's always laughing. Which fits his personality very well. I also met her bestfriend Diamond which I'm a little confused about her. But, other than that she was ok.
We went bowling, I saw the downtown area and all the places I wanted to go see. We ended up going to a gay bar which I was pissed off about because I can go to a gay bar whenever I want, I wanted to hopefully met a really nice guy in D.C and get a number or two, but I guess that's never going to work unless I get more straight friends who are willing to go to straight a bar with mixure of both men and women.
On the opposite side of the specutrum I didnt end up in Sandusky where I would have been stuck in one of my friends house but I wouldnt had mind that either. So back at school I had two papers that were due as well as homework for Espanol. Yea I come off of break only to do more work than what I did going on break. Go figure, and my roommate had most of her work before Spring Break but then had more work coming back on campus. So spanish was going well for the most part but today it was horrible. I had two hours of sleep and then woke up at 330 to study all the way til I had to go to class. So now im in a perdicument to drop my class. I really bombed the test badly and then had a nervous breakdown right there in class. I just got overwhelmed all within 15 mins of me taking the test. But one of the major good things I have picked up is playing chess. Im not really good at it but Im getting better. There is this guy from the fourth floor named Brian who teaches me the game. He is a thinker most of the time so Im trying to think what he sees and most of the time I cant. But for my roommate I can uasually think about the moves that she may make and then I can work my way around her. Usually when she feels threaten she always goes on the defense and wants to protect her King as much as possible. Sometimes I have her on the run and other times she thinks about a couple of moves before me. But, it great because she's learning and Im learning and this would make my dad really proud that Im taking the time to learn how to play chess, after thinking this had to be the worst game someone could of came up with.
So back to this kid brian, he acts like my ex boyfrind TJ in so many ways its crazy. Hes really nice and likes to be helpful, but some times I dont think he realizes that people can play that into a weakness as a way to say he is a pushover. I dont think he should be as nice,but if you are raised to be nice and helpful you cant really help old habits. He also just recently broke up out of a two year relationship, so I think its good for me to get him distracted so hes not constantly thinking about her when he is here. Plus he has the body order that he needs to get under control and he's like a kid to me because hes 19, but yet i think potentially I would like him in that way. I think its weird that Im already thinking that. So most of the time I keep that thought out of my mind because of his age, the way he acts, and the fact that Im about to graduate also plays into a role that I dont need. Hopefully in the near future I can fine that person that I want to be with.
Well its getting late so I will see or write in you later.
We went bowling, I saw the downtown area and all the places I wanted to go see. We ended up going to a gay bar which I was pissed off about because I can go to a gay bar whenever I want, I wanted to hopefully met a really nice guy in D.C and get a number or two, but I guess that's never going to work unless I get more straight friends who are willing to go to straight a bar with mixure of both men and women.
On the opposite side of the specutrum I didnt end up in Sandusky where I would have been stuck in one of my friends house but I wouldnt had mind that either. So back at school I had two papers that were due as well as homework for Espanol. Yea I come off of break only to do more work than what I did going on break. Go figure, and my roommate had most of her work before Spring Break but then had more work coming back on campus. So spanish was going well for the most part but today it was horrible. I had two hours of sleep and then woke up at 330 to study all the way til I had to go to class. So now im in a perdicument to drop my class. I really bombed the test badly and then had a nervous breakdown right there in class. I just got overwhelmed all within 15 mins of me taking the test. But one of the major good things I have picked up is playing chess. Im not really good at it but Im getting better. There is this guy from the fourth floor named Brian who teaches me the game. He is a thinker most of the time so Im trying to think what he sees and most of the time I cant. But for my roommate I can uasually think about the moves that she may make and then I can work my way around her. Usually when she feels threaten she always goes on the defense and wants to protect her King as much as possible. Sometimes I have her on the run and other times she thinks about a couple of moves before me. But, it great because she's learning and Im learning and this would make my dad really proud that Im taking the time to learn how to play chess, after thinking this had to be the worst game someone could of came up with.
So back to this kid brian, he acts like my ex boyfrind TJ in so many ways its crazy. Hes really nice and likes to be helpful, but some times I dont think he realizes that people can play that into a weakness as a way to say he is a pushover. I dont think he should be as nice,but if you are raised to be nice and helpful you cant really help old habits. He also just recently broke up out of a two year relationship, so I think its good for me to get him distracted so hes not constantly thinking about her when he is here. Plus he has the body order that he needs to get under control and he's like a kid to me because hes 19, but yet i think potentially I would like him in that way. I think its weird that Im already thinking that. So most of the time I keep that thought out of my mind because of his age, the way he acts, and the fact that Im about to graduate also plays into a role that I dont need. Hopefully in the near future I can fine that person that I want to be with.
Well its getting late so I will see or write in you later.