One Week since...
It has officially been on week since the end of Cedar Point and I think I am getting back to college life. I have taken my very first test today and I don't feel that I put my best out there. I practically read all of the chapters most of which I don't think I was paying half attention to and the others I felt I was more than capable in doing. Today was the Renaissance Ball at my school. I really wanted to go but I have three other tests that at this point must and can only come first. I don't have time to have fun and feel comfortable taking the last of my tests during the week. So we will see.
Lately my ex has been calling me. Yeah I have a lot of those as you can see. We dated last year and broke up in December before the school year ended. I didn't see his profile on Facebook in such a long time so I didn't even know that he had recently broke up with his girlfriend who he had almost been with for a year. So we caught up on a lot of things. We practically talked until the next morning almost three hours which I was shocked. Most of my conversations with guys really doesn't last for more than half an hour but we didn't talk to each other for almost a year so we had a lot to catch on. He was telling me he would be visiting the campus in early December and staying with his old roommate from last year, which is cool. But, at the same time I kind of felt that he was hinting on the possibility of getting back together or at least not at this point because he just got out of a relationship. Sometimes I feel that I could possibly get back with him but at other times I really don't see why I put up with him. He irritates me to the point were arguing over the most stupidest thing man could create and then he makes me feel bad for even arguing with him over the subject. But, then again it is good to hear from him because I'm not talking to the same people or the same male figures and his like a breathe of fresh air giving me new ideas, but yet still not understanding of the position I am in as far as my classes. I don't know, at this point being single doesn't sound too bad and if and when another guy walks into my life I really don't want to deal with the same bullshit that I have dealt with other guys that I have been with. I really don't like drama and that's what I feel light way we might get into with each other and end down the same path that we were before. I guess I will think on it some more.
Lately my ex has been calling me. Yeah I have a lot of those as you can see. We dated last year and broke up in December before the school year ended. I didn't see his profile on Facebook in such a long time so I didn't even know that he had recently broke up with his girlfriend who he had almost been with for a year. So we caught up on a lot of things. We practically talked until the next morning almost three hours which I was shocked. Most of my conversations with guys really doesn't last for more than half an hour but we didn't talk to each other for almost a year so we had a lot to catch on. He was telling me he would be visiting the campus in early December and staying with his old roommate from last year, which is cool. But, at the same time I kind of felt that he was hinting on the possibility of getting back together or at least not at this point because he just got out of a relationship. Sometimes I feel that I could possibly get back with him but at other times I really don't see why I put up with him. He irritates me to the point were arguing over the most stupidest thing man could create and then he makes me feel bad for even arguing with him over the subject. But, then again it is good to hear from him because I'm not talking to the same people or the same male figures and his like a breathe of fresh air giving me new ideas, but yet still not understanding of the position I am in as far as my classes. I don't know, at this point being single doesn't sound too bad and if and when another guy walks into my life I really don't want to deal with the same bullshit that I have dealt with other guys that I have been with. I really don't like drama and that's what I feel light way we might get into with each other and end down the same path that we were before. I guess I will think on it some more.