update
Well not much has happened lately, just the same old crap just a different day. I am excited that Februrary break is coming up. I cannot believe that I am going to be 22 in 12 days! I feel like I am getting old, yet I am happy that I am, because I know that I am getting wiser. To me it seems that whenever I am talking to someone, and they ask for my advice, I will come up with really good advice that I have no idea where it came from. I guess in that sense I am wise beyond my years. I look at it as a gift from God, because some of the stuff that I have said is well beyond what someone my age should even know about. God has given me a gift for dealing with complicated people, I guess that is why I am with a difficult boyfriend, and I guess that is why I stay with him. Even though many people do not understand why I stay with him. I guess it is because that is what I am used to, and I know how to handle it. I guess. Sometimes looking back on my life I do understand where I get my advice from, because it is experiences that I have already been through. Yet some of the advice I give to people are given to me from else where. Either things that I have heard from elsewhere, or given to me from some higher place, which I believe it is God. Sometimes I wish that I was not a people person, because most of the time people can be really stupid, and it seems like they have no common sense. Like certain people that my boy worked with this summer. I sometimes wonder how people can suvive for as long as they did because they have no common sense. My boy told me that that is one of the reasons why he loves me, because I have common sense, and I am not stupid in that way. Even though I do do stupid things, but heck everone does someting really stupid every once in a while, that is our flaw as human beings. Especially since the fall of man. Well I believe that I have said enough, plus I have to get to work, as much as I do not want to go, but heck atleast I know that I am getting paid for it, so it is more money in my pocket. Well ta ta for now.