billy, being the "best" and other shit

Apr 13, 2003 18:23

Did you relize that you will never be the best? There will aways be somone better then you. Someone prettier someone nicer, someone with higher grades you can never ever be the best and if you are teh best right now you can bet there is someone on thier way to being better then you, then may not be born in your lifetime or in your grandchildrens lifetime but they will be better then you. The only thing you can ever hope tp be the best at is as a partner for another person. You may be perfect for another human being but you have to find them and if you ever do then condiser yourself lucky because thats the only thing you can ever be the best at.
Alright now on to billy......not talking to people thats sad, makes me sad I like billy he's a nice guy. Doogie you get to graduate I hear, and from ORME no less but you don't have to come to school. Adi your back YEA!! thats soo cool and I am happy for you. But it sucks that billy can't come back, he's all drugged out and messed up and you know what the staff of ORME should take some responsiblity for that despite that he had the choice between drugs and continuing on he wouldn't have had as easy a choice to make if he was still here and exactly what did he do that was worse then what the other people did? I just don't understand and i feel anger and sadness.
Other shit...my knee is acting up and I want it to heal now. I need to buy a bathing suit...why thats relevent i'm not sure...thats all i guesss later
denitra
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