freeform... maybe lyrics

[nether_wolfe]

Okay... so i've had a bad evening... and i kinda wrote this on the fly... it's choppy and vague, but i just needed to vent

the smoke clears
my teeth clench on the stubb of a cigar
I gaze in contempt
realizing i've never gone far

As much as i try
to be the better man i know i should be
i cannot deny
what it is i long in the end to see

I want to see pain
I want to see blood
I want a thousand infidels
to beg for a premature end

I want Justice
Delivered swift and cold
I want a war to rival
the darkest days of civilization

Another drag off that poison stump
i revel in that sweetened burn
just a little taste of the light
in a dark and festering day

weighing my options
I decide it's not worth the salt
to keep my mouth shut