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Let's see. Where to begin? It's been awhile since I last updated, so I better write something long. Not that you'll read the whole thing, but hey, at least I'm getting it all out.
We'll start with Vons. I'm doing pretty good. It's not the best job, but at least I get paid. The carts are hell, Lori's a bitch, so is Trisha, and I hate taking out the trash. Not to mention that the general public is psycho. At work at least I get to hang out with Jason and Anthony and Autumn and Cindy and Chanel and Heather and Joe (when he coes back) and Cody and everyone else. Which brings me to another subject: Cody.
I work with him. He's 17 and just graduated from El Cap. And I thought he liked me. I was wrong. Just like always. And I start to forget about this boy because I don't work with him for days at a time and then BAM! I work with him. I flirt with him. I like him that much more. I'm an idiot.
But, moving on now. So, far this summer, I've had fun. I went to the Harry Potter release with Jason, Jenelle, Kelly, Sterling, Joy, Karen, Phoebe, and Erin. I was so much fun. I've also seen Brad Paisley with Coco. Which was an amazing concert! Taylor Swift was amazing and I'm opening for her some day. I went to my first college orientation. I've hung out with Brenna and Connie and Kinder. Which, I must say, is an adventure in its self because it was crazy! I've gone shopping and seen 'I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry' (hahaha... I'm Larry and Jenelle is Chuck) and it's been fun. Really, it has. Except for a couple things. I've been left out by two people that mean a lot to me. But then, I realized that it's not my fault. That we've grown apart a bit. Is that a bad thing? No. It means that I'm ready to move on and so are they. I'm ready to start my adventures and they're ready to continue their's together. I'm fine with that because I'm happy with the person I'm becoming.
"And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine be being my friend"
We have one whole year left to change and influence each other. I'm looking forward to it. And then, we'll lose touch. I know it and you know it, but deep down, I know that that's ok. I may be scared of losing friendships that have kept me sane(and insane sometimes) but, starting fresh and new seems right. Doesn't it?
We'll start with Vons. I'm doing pretty good. It's not the best job, but at least I get paid. The carts are hell, Lori's a bitch, so is Trisha, and I hate taking out the trash. Not to mention that the general public is psycho. At work at least I get to hang out with Jason and Anthony and Autumn and Cindy and Chanel and Heather and Joe (when he coes back) and Cody and everyone else. Which brings me to another subject: Cody.
I work with him. He's 17 and just graduated from El Cap. And I thought he liked me. I was wrong. Just like always. And I start to forget about this boy because I don't work with him for days at a time and then BAM! I work with him. I flirt with him. I like him that much more. I'm an idiot.
But, moving on now. So, far this summer, I've had fun. I went to the Harry Potter release with Jason, Jenelle, Kelly, Sterling, Joy, Karen, Phoebe, and Erin. I was so much fun. I've also seen Brad Paisley with Coco. Which was an amazing concert! Taylor Swift was amazing and I'm opening for her some day. I went to my first college orientation. I've hung out with Brenna and Connie and Kinder. Which, I must say, is an adventure in its self because it was crazy! I've gone shopping and seen 'I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry' (hahaha... I'm Larry and Jenelle is Chuck) and it's been fun. Really, it has. Except for a couple things. I've been left out by two people that mean a lot to me. But then, I realized that it's not my fault. That we've grown apart a bit. Is that a bad thing? No. It means that I'm ready to move on and so are they. I'm ready to start my adventures and they're ready to continue their's together. I'm fine with that because I'm happy with the person I'm becoming.
"And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine be being my friend"
We have one whole year left to change and influence each other. I'm looking forward to it. And then, we'll lose touch. I know it and you know it, but deep down, I know that that's ok. I may be scared of losing friendships that have kept me sane(and insane sometimes) but, starting fresh and new seems right. Doesn't it?