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pfft some people are so rude. I had an interesting day but just cant get over what a so called friend said to me. Well anyway had exams right and i didnt feel good during either of them and ive been feeling really low the last few days, and the guys know this but think im being stupid(which im not, i know how i went thru the exams and i felt very low like nothing i did was right), anyway i got an old physics sac back and i topped the class, and one of the guys goes to me very sarcastically, you know that marks gonna be dropped down massively after the exams come back and everything gets modified. Who says that to someone especially a friend??? He shits me seriously, i mean im sure he did better than me in the exams but no need to rub it in, and make me feel any worse. FUCKTARD lol seriously im heaps pissed, fucken loser, god its not everyday i get a good result an feel good about it. Competitive people suck, i mean i kno i prob am competitive but if someone does well in an exam or sac im not one to be bitter about it, i congratulate them. PFTT ANYWAY on the verge of breaking down. pfft why are all my goals impossible to get?
i got a heap on my mind, lol alot about guys in particular. Lol theres a huge thing going around that the guy who lives near me likes me, and was going to ask me out blah blah blah, everyones been asking me about it, i dunno wats going on anymore he has a girlfriend. ANd then my other friend asked me if im interested on going on a double date with her n her bf and his friend lol 19 year old peoples. I said yeah why not, lol altho now im feeling a lil worried never been on a blind date bfore :S i'll prob be heaps quiet or i'll talk about random crap. And omg another guy drama, one of my other guy friends likes me or so i reckon, people say his been acting different around me n that, and ive sorta noticed it aswell, his a really nice guy too. OMG WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ONE MINUTE I CANT GET A GUY THE NXT I HAVE GUYS EVERYWHERE!!! Its weird i thought id be happy but im not, im still weirded the exams have just taken alot outta me and just feeling heaps low and depressed, i have issues people, think i need a time out, need some recovery time, everything seems to have hit me all at once and i dunno how to stop.
AHHHHH
i got a heap on my mind, lol alot about guys in particular. Lol theres a huge thing going around that the guy who lives near me likes me, and was going to ask me out blah blah blah, everyones been asking me about it, i dunno wats going on anymore he has a girlfriend. ANd then my other friend asked me if im interested on going on a double date with her n her bf and his friend lol 19 year old peoples. I said yeah why not, lol altho now im feeling a lil worried never been on a blind date bfore :S i'll prob be heaps quiet or i'll talk about random crap. And omg another guy drama, one of my other guy friends likes me or so i reckon, people say his been acting different around me n that, and ive sorta noticed it aswell, his a really nice guy too. OMG WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ONE MINUTE I CANT GET A GUY THE NXT I HAVE GUYS EVERYWHERE!!! Its weird i thought id be happy but im not, im still weirded the exams have just taken alot outta me and just feeling heaps low and depressed, i have issues people, think i need a time out, need some recovery time, everything seems to have hit me all at once and i dunno how to stop.
AHHHHH