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i have no idea how to overcome the pain i have caused in my short years on this earth.
apologies could never be enough.
i love riding my bicycle.
i have a huge cut between my pinky toe and whatever that toe next to the pinky toe is on my right foot.
i am so fat.
selfishness and fear guide so many of my actions.
my eyes are huge.
i have read shelves and shelves of books and not one had the answer inside.
and they all did but i am too stupid to see it.
i laugh like a big gorilla, and my belly shakes, and i smile.
i have the notebook on pause right now so i'm going to go finish watching and write more later.
apologies could never be enough.
i love riding my bicycle.
i have a huge cut between my pinky toe and whatever that toe next to the pinky toe is on my right foot.
i am so fat.
selfishness and fear guide so many of my actions.
my eyes are huge.
i have read shelves and shelves of books and not one had the answer inside.
and they all did but i am too stupid to see it.
i laugh like a big gorilla, and my belly shakes, and i smile.
i have the notebook on pause right now so i'm going to go finish watching and write more later.