Jan 31, 2005 21:41
I fucking hate my mom.... BITCH.... why the fuck do parents worry so much? don't they realize that your only young once... just because she was restricted of things when she was little doesn't mean she has to restrict me, so what if i smoke pot, shit who doesn't ive been smoking for a while and ive been the same person all along the ride, so what fucking changes in my mood is she talking about i have no clue.... fuck her, fuck my dad, fuck everyone man from now on im doing everything for me! no more stress about family because i have no attachment to anyone... fuck all of them i wish i could be on my own... fuck relying on them for shit i will never ask for one thing from them again.. i don't need anyone i can do everything with out the assistance of family!
i fucking hate school.... bullshit.... why the fuck wont they get the hint that i wont hesitate to speak my mind when i feel a teacher deserves it?
Do you really care if i put my head down on the desk and sleep, NO you just care about your paycheck like your should so next time stop pretending to care and leave a frustrated person alone or i will explode...
im going crazy man... ive been keeping shit in and not expressing myself like i want... i have a feeling that im going to explode on some poor innocent soul thats going to piss me off!! i just want to punch shit and destroy shit for an afternoon... i want to smoke weed with out worrying about parents/cops/people i want to smoke weed and not worry about it ever running out i want to smoke weed and not care that people are going to be disappointed in me i want to smoke weed and not worry about how i should have used that money for other purposes... i just want to smoke weed... i want to live life my way!!!!
peace,
carlos
p.s I will never put down my weed...