blah almost forgot
need we even mention the thought i may be moving yet again and not with my cousin? if i cant find somewhere with no credit checks that i can afford i will be staying in va (hopefully hopefully) im kinda starting to look a bit (closer to lissa and nik so ill actually know people) but i really refuse to go back to illinois if nothing else ill move to a different state and find a roommate or soemthing im tired of shit im tired in general im soooo sick of everything blah