hmm
y does sitting on the phone actually make me more depressed then ihave been in like forever....its not that i miss her its that i hate talking to her and really dotn want to talk to my family....i cant figure out y.....i feel bad by thinking this but how much would it take to just disapear away where they cant find me......and would it really be that hard...i mean how hard would they look...ok well im off to think about this