should i swallow my pride or choke till i die?
the busy life has caught up to me.....its like a sppeding car going straight into a brick wall. but i dont hurt. i dont know what i feel.its a disappointment like feeling.
school is out for spring break. im glad. i needed a break. my grades are still pretty good amazingly. i got a 100 on my last english paper and a 78 on my biology test.
work......i woke up the other day and realized that i hate my job. i dont dislike the people or the company. i just hate what i do. i will stay there though. i will build up the managment experience that i need. i have a feeling i wont be there for more than a year though.
the whole danielle thing didnt work exactly how i planned. scratch that. it didnt work anything like i had planned. and now i am stuck working with her. she is a difficult person to dislike. she said she was different.....shes not. she told me to name anyother girl like her.....i named 4. all the same. different on in some ways but exactly the same in many.
"Everything We Had"
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there.
It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there, longer there.
You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.
I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had, everything we had.
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had...
I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
school is out for spring break. im glad. i needed a break. my grades are still pretty good amazingly. i got a 100 on my last english paper and a 78 on my biology test.
work......i woke up the other day and realized that i hate my job. i dont dislike the people or the company. i just hate what i do. i will stay there though. i will build up the managment experience that i need. i have a feeling i wont be there for more than a year though.
the whole danielle thing didnt work exactly how i planned. scratch that. it didnt work anything like i had planned. and now i am stuck working with her. she is a difficult person to dislike. she said she was different.....shes not. she told me to name anyother girl like her.....i named 4. all the same. different on in some ways but exactly the same in many.
"Everything We Had"
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there.
It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there, longer there.
You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.
I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had, everything we had.
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had...
I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.