being eaten alive and loving every second of it
i have got to do better in english. i want to make a B in the class but its more difficult than i thought, but i have to do better. I have a test in biology on wednesday. i havent studied at all for it. luckily im off tomarrow. i have a lot of work to do. its probably for the best that im not going out tonight. even though i do kinda want to. not even cause i want to drink or play fooseball. i guess i just dont want to be alone. right now id rather surround myself with people.
long shifts for work get you three days off. thats what kirk told me. whatever. im good with three days off. ive been trying to learn as much as i call as fast as i can cause i got a dealine that i have to make. they gave me an extension on it cause i was held back by not having a manager for a while. i worked with danielle the other night. my first impression was that she was "unique" i still think she is unique just not in a sarcastic way. she really hyper which is kinda funny. but shes cool. we like a lot of the same things.
rodney text me the other nightand apologized by the way he has been acting. i was a bit suprised but i responded. i dont have anything against him. it was just a type of rough patch in our freindship. we hung out the other day just the two of us. that hasnt happened in quite a while. usually its just at the bulldog lately. lauren came to meet us. i dont have much to say about that. we went to pizza village and butler came to meet us. it was cool to hang out with them outside of the bulldog. that doesnt happen very often. im always so busy.
i havent thought of anything for my helmet yet. im bothered by that. i know an idea will come. im just stubborn. ive gotton some reccomendations. like rainbows, spiderwebs, shattered glass, a turtle shell, hair, and butterflies. i dont like the butterfly idea, but maybe im just being bias against the person cause i dont like them and dont want/ care for their opinion. maybe im being to much of an asshole........i think not.
i will take the consequence for the things that i have done, but i refuse to take the consequence of of another.
"Choice Hops And Bottled Self Esteem"
Last call, lights on
Pull your faces off the bar
Go to church cause you need a good cleansing
Of body mind and soul
I never thought it possible
I think fell in love with someone worse than me
And I love you to death (love you to death)
I don't think I like you anymore
The healing power of alcohol
Only works on scrapes and nicks
And not on girls in seedy bars
Who drown themselves in it
They say that scent is the strongest sense
Its tied to memories (tied to memories)
The stench of this place is almost as bad
As the memory tied to it
Tried to forget that sickening stench
With everything I got (everything I got)
You can't trust a heart
That was cold from the start
Waste your time on it
The healing power of alcohol
Only works on scrapes and nicks
And not on girls in seedy bars
Who drown themselves in it
You could play all day
And tell your friends that everything's alright
The truth is that your heart collapsed two years ago tonight
Should thank your lucky stars
For all the times you've been ashamed
You'll learn more from the harder times
Then times that you've been vain
The lesson you learned is priceless if you can take a spin
You threw away your friends as if drinks were all the friends you need
The healing power of alcohol
Only works on scrapes and nicks
And not on girls in seedy bars
Who drown themselves in it
You could play all day
And tell your friends that everything's alright
The truth is that your heart collapsed two years ago tonight
(The truth is that your heart collapsed two years ago tonight)
long shifts for work get you three days off. thats what kirk told me. whatever. im good with three days off. ive been trying to learn as much as i call as fast as i can cause i got a dealine that i have to make. they gave me an extension on it cause i was held back by not having a manager for a while. i worked with danielle the other night. my first impression was that she was "unique" i still think she is unique just not in a sarcastic way. she really hyper which is kinda funny. but shes cool. we like a lot of the same things.
rodney text me the other nightand apologized by the way he has been acting. i was a bit suprised but i responded. i dont have anything against him. it was just a type of rough patch in our freindship. we hung out the other day just the two of us. that hasnt happened in quite a while. usually its just at the bulldog lately. lauren came to meet us. i dont have much to say about that. we went to pizza village and butler came to meet us. it was cool to hang out with them outside of the bulldog. that doesnt happen very often. im always so busy.
i havent thought of anything for my helmet yet. im bothered by that. i know an idea will come. im just stubborn. ive gotton some reccomendations. like rainbows, spiderwebs, shattered glass, a turtle shell, hair, and butterflies. i dont like the butterfly idea, but maybe im just being bias against the person cause i dont like them and dont want/ care for their opinion. maybe im being to much of an asshole........i think not.
i will take the consequence for the things that i have done, but i refuse to take the consequence of of another.
"Choice Hops And Bottled Self Esteem"
Last call, lights on
Pull your faces off the bar
Go to church cause you need a good cleansing
Of body mind and soul
I never thought it possible
I think fell in love with someone worse than me
And I love you to death (love you to death)
I don't think I like you anymore
The healing power of alcohol
Only works on scrapes and nicks
And not on girls in seedy bars
Who drown themselves in it
They say that scent is the strongest sense
Its tied to memories (tied to memories)
The stench of this place is almost as bad
As the memory tied to it
Tried to forget that sickening stench
With everything I got (everything I got)
You can't trust a heart
That was cold from the start
Waste your time on it
The healing power of alcohol
Only works on scrapes and nicks
And not on girls in seedy bars
Who drown themselves in it
You could play all day
And tell your friends that everything's alright
The truth is that your heart collapsed two years ago tonight
Should thank your lucky stars
For all the times you've been ashamed
You'll learn more from the harder times
Then times that you've been vain
The lesson you learned is priceless if you can take a spin
You threw away your friends as if drinks were all the friends you need
The healing power of alcohol
Only works on scrapes and nicks
And not on girls in seedy bars
Who drown themselves in it
You could play all day
And tell your friends that everything's alright
The truth is that your heart collapsed two years ago tonight
(The truth is that your heart collapsed two years ago tonight)