dory i need you

[nesskape]

for the past weeks i cant help but worry. thats weird cos i dont usually worry about my problems. well, it seems that the dilemma im having right now will get even worse. i can see the signs that i dont even want to acknowledge as such. the sad thing is i cant do anything about it. i am extremely forgetful but this one i cannot put at the back of my mind even for one second. it really bothers me. im so scared of what will happen in the future. i cant believe that people youve known for a long time can change for the worse. they are their own gods now, wont listen to anybody, wouldnt care if you get disemboweled or something. i cant accept that theyve transformed into such creatures.
i dont know how to escape. i fell vicitm to a trap and i dont want to figure out how i got into it. darn. this will just give me wrinkles.