It finally hit me
How much I miss Notre Dame. I think I've been in denial these past few days thinking that maybe someday I'd be back, but Notre Dame Baseball is on TV and it's just really hard seeing Frank Eck Stadium, where I spent the majority of my spring semesters and it all just finally hit me. I may or may not have cried. I see my favorite usher, the players, the parents who were all so nice to me, and knowing that I'm not going to be there, taking pictures, talking to Papaj and just enjoying the sunshine...it reminds me that I'm never going to walk into my in Howard again or avoid the library like the plague or make midnight runs to Reckers. I'm never going to have to make the trek from Howard to DPAC or get frustrated over the dining hall at 6pm or brave the wind tunnel that is South Quad just to walk to class. And I'll miss all those things and all the people and I just...I can't even right now.