Suddenly... there's some commotion in the kitchen... then Kelvin (or Kevin - - ;; I don't know. =p) came out...
Kelvin / Kevin :: "Eh, Vanessa, Tony is going to KL tomorrow, what you want him to buy for you?"
Me :: "Tony going to KL?" (So sudden?)
Kelvin / Kevin :: "Yeah, cos the BreadTalk branch in Msia needed a baker. Then Tony from KL, then... the company needed him to go KL lah. He'll be going there for a month."
Me :: (A MONTH?!) "Oh... Eh... never mind, anyway, I'll be gone when he's back, so there will be no chance of getting his stuff anyway."
Kelvin / Kevin :: "Aiya, you just come back to BreadTalk lah."
Me :: - - ;;
Honestly... I have no idea what was I feeling when I heard that Tony is going to KL. Though one month is very short, however... by the time he came back to SG, I'll be gone. (As in.. leave BreadTalk.) ... What were to expecting? Me to type mushy stuff like "thought one month is very short, but.. it's like one year to me"? DUHZ!
It's not like he's my crush or what.... it's just that... *sighs* I don't know. Though I'm not sure I like him as a friend or as a crush (because... liking someone as a friend and as a crush is just one fine line.), all I know is when I heard that he is going to KL, somehow... I was frozen. And.. worse is... I have no idea why I felt like crying.
On my way home... I fought very hard with my tears. Things just happened too soon. I'm unable to accept the fact that today shall be the last day I am ever going to see him again. I felt miserable.
I tend to took a photo of everyone in BreadTalk next, next week so I can remember them... Since Tony is going to leave TOMORROW and won't be back soon... it means that he won't be inside the picture - That fact made me even more upset.
I have so many things to tell him but I lack of time. To anyone who reads this journal, please treasure your time with that someone (regardless your crush, best friend or family or whoever). Don't regret until the time is gone.
PS :: When I mean that... I don't meant that person has to be dead or what. It can also mean a friend who is still alive and kicking, and is going to somewhere (that is still one EARTH!)
Just feeling a little Bo liao and prevent myself from crying... I came up with this....
I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna sigh
Cos I don't wanna kept my missing on you
You'll soon be gone one day
Just like thin air
We'll all got our pathways
I know it's bad... But... I just can't help to write this. =p Mi-ya-ne~