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Just when I thought I was going to type a happy entry on " Yeah! Gaius sold me his guitar!", I ended up typing on things that upsets me.
I just don't get it, what's wrong? It's like... whatever I do... it NEVER seemed right. When I said I'm stress, people told me to relax. When I decide to relax my mind by thinking craps, they asked me to study. What irony.
"People only wants to hear what they wants to hear"
DAMN! The more I think about it, the more I hate myself. What's my fucking problem? Why are my fucking tears coming out of my eyes again? What's the fucking problem with the things I do? Why can't I just do the fucking things I want to do when I finally know what I what? What's the FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? WHAT'S THE FUCKING WRONG WITH ME?
"Don't bother to please other people. Don't bother about what others comment about you."
Who ever did invent this quote? If you are a deaf frog, people just take it as you are ignorant, stubborn or whatever crap.
"Even if you want to be a deaf frog, at least be sensible with what you are doing."
What is sensible and not sensible? It seemed that whatever I do, everything is not sensible. People always gives word of advice, but have they ever thought that whatever that might come out of their might may contradict with other advises?
:: Define happiness ::
走...彩虹那裡,
有沒有我... 新的天地...
苦笑...好過哭泣,
是聰明的英雄...會演戏...
I just don't get it, what's wrong? It's like... whatever I do... it NEVER seemed right. When I said I'm stress, people told me to relax. When I decide to relax my mind by thinking craps, they asked me to study. What irony.
"People only wants to hear what they wants to hear"
DAMN! The more I think about it, the more I hate myself. What's my fucking problem? Why are my fucking tears coming out of my eyes again? What's the fucking problem with the things I do? Why can't I just do the fucking things I want to do when I finally know what I what? What's the FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? WHAT'S THE FUCKING WRONG WITH ME?
"Don't bother to please other people. Don't bother about what others comment about you."
Who ever did invent this quote? If you are a deaf frog, people just take it as you are ignorant, stubborn or whatever crap.
"Even if you want to be a deaf frog, at least be sensible with what you are doing."
What is sensible and not sensible? It seemed that whatever I do, everything is not sensible. People always gives word of advice, but have they ever thought that whatever that might come out of their might may contradict with other advises?
:: Define happiness ::
走...彩虹那裡,
有沒有我... 新的天地...
苦笑...好過哭泣,
是聰明的英雄...會演戏...