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IT'S AWFULLY A LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED MY JOURNAL!!! ARGH! TO HELL WITH EXAMS! EXAMS ARE JUST A PAIN IN AN ARSE!
Blah~ Now I finally knew how the sec 4 felt last year when they were being test the whole of sec 3 book and a few chapters from the sec 4 books for social studies. Oh bother!
Oh... I think I am going to fail my Chinese listening. Yeah, yeah, go ahead and laugh at me for having such thoughts of failing my Chinese listening... after all, which idiot would fail to pass the most easiest thing to score for Chinese? Well... I must be that idiot that. Then again, I have to make things clear, I DID NOT give up on Chinese nor want to be those typical SPG or those.. banana or whatever shit. I can feel that my Chinese is improving though I still sucks at writing but... at least my speech is getting better and... and... my mom agrees with that too... and and and... because of the way I talk my Chinese, the last thing on a stranger's mind is me failing Chinese. Pah~
Oh.. what-so-ever. At least I got the interest, no like some banana newspaper reporter of "Today" who thinks that Chinese is a poor investment. I think Singaporean nowadays are really losing their roots and moral. I think 20 or 30 years down the road, you will see 12 years old couples smoothing in public, caressing each other. - - ; Yuck~ Boy, oh boy, I sound so... ancient. *sighs* I mean, I do understand that it's the 21st century and that some things just have to go away. But then again, being in the 21st century doesn't mean that our moral or roots have to go down the drain.
Then again... I'm not trying to say that I'm perfect or anything (my English sucks too)... infact, at times I am ashamed of myself for not doing well in Chinese and not being able to speak my own dialect, Teochew. *sighs the second time* I think after my dumb O level, I am going to take my camera and start taking photos. Why? Cos I believe that 20 or 30 years down the road, you won't be seeing people burning incense paper or... coffee shop may no longer exist.
:: I must be really stressed up. Or else I won't write so many rubbish like as if I'm some old folk sitting at a corner nagging to the air. - - ;; At times I really wonder whether I'm been born too late or what. I can never seemed to fit in with most of the teenagers at time. Either I would talk childishly or blab so much until my mum thinks that I'm more an "Aunty". *rolls my eyes* Oh! And another thing that proves that "my-stress-level-for-the-mid-year-examination-has-cause-me-to-be-crazy" was that I actually go e-mail Kenny of Machi (A Taiwanese hip hop band) ARGH!!! I think I'm suffering from "Shi Xing Feng" ( Direct translation :: lose heart crazy | Meaning :: Erm.. I think is... lost of sense. - - ;; Fine... I just don't know how to translate, okay? ) ::
Blah~ Now I finally knew how the sec 4 felt last year when they were being test the whole of sec 3 book and a few chapters from the sec 4 books for social studies. Oh bother!
Oh... I think I am going to fail my Chinese listening. Yeah, yeah, go ahead and laugh at me for having such thoughts of failing my Chinese listening... after all, which idiot would fail to pass the most easiest thing to score for Chinese? Well... I must be that idiot that. Then again, I have to make things clear, I DID NOT give up on Chinese nor want to be those typical SPG or those.. banana or whatever shit. I can feel that my Chinese is improving though I still sucks at writing but... at least my speech is getting better and... and... my mom agrees with that too... and and and... because of the way I talk my Chinese, the last thing on a stranger's mind is me failing Chinese. Pah~
Oh.. what-so-ever. At least I got the interest, no like some banana newspaper reporter of "Today" who thinks that Chinese is a poor investment. I think Singaporean nowadays are really losing their roots and moral. I think 20 or 30 years down the road, you will see 12 years old couples smoothing in public, caressing each other. - - ; Yuck~ Boy, oh boy, I sound so... ancient. *sighs* I mean, I do understand that it's the 21st century and that some things just have to go away. But then again, being in the 21st century doesn't mean that our moral or roots have to go down the drain.
Then again... I'm not trying to say that I'm perfect or anything (my English sucks too)... infact, at times I am ashamed of myself for not doing well in Chinese and not being able to speak my own dialect, Teochew. *sighs the second time* I think after my dumb O level, I am going to take my camera and start taking photos. Why? Cos I believe that 20 or 30 years down the road, you won't be seeing people burning incense paper or... coffee shop may no longer exist.
:: I must be really stressed up. Or else I won't write so many rubbish like as if I'm some old folk sitting at a corner nagging to the air. - - ;; At times I really wonder whether I'm been born too late or what. I can never seemed to fit in with most of the teenagers at time. Either I would talk childishly or blab so much until my mum thinks that I'm more an "Aunty". *rolls my eyes* Oh! And another thing that proves that "my-stress-level-for-the-mid-year-examination-has-cause-me-to-be-crazy" was that I actually go e-mail Kenny of Machi (A Taiwanese hip hop band) ARGH!!! I think I'm suffering from "Shi Xing Feng" ( Direct translation :: lose heart crazy | Meaning :: Erm.. I think is... lost of sense. - - ;; Fine... I just don't know how to translate, okay? ) ::