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so it looks like Montreal is getting to be closer and closer for this summer. I'm really excited to live there but it scares me a bit too. I mean I love being different places in the summer but even since uni it's hard to spend all year away from my family and close friends and then spend all summer that way too. I guess that I've just got to weigh out the pros and cons (clearly there are more pros) and just go with it. Man... when did I turn into such a homebody?! I used to LOVE getting away from everything and everyone and doing new things. Now all I seem to want is the familliar. I feel like I've been doing so much my whole life, I'm always picking up a new hobby or sport or going to a new place nd meeting new people. Sometimes folks say I'm 20 going on 45 because of how I've been talking these days, but I feel it's true as well. I feel like I really want the house and the kids and the career. I want to be in my late 30's or 40's. I mean I look at my oldest sister and brother and they're in a better place now then they've ever been... but I guess, judging by the laws of time, they wouldn't be where they are if they weren't where they were ten years ago. Ah well, I really need to stop bitching. I'm in uni and I'm going to come out of it debt free, so as far as my 30's go I'll be one step ahead of some.
Okay, it's time to relax and just enjoy what I'm doing right now and the people that are around me. There are definitly some people that I've been taking for granted and I need to do some maintenance on thoes bridges.
Okay, it's time to relax and just enjoy what I'm doing right now and the people that are around me. There are definitly some people that I've been taking for granted and I need to do some maintenance on thoes bridges.