Distance wasn't meant for me and you.
Hmm... so, things are going pretty well. Honestly, my life is a never ending rollercoaster. At this point everything seems to be changing, and no matter how hard I try, I can't stop it.
Braxton is 2 months old today. It feels like forever. Being a mom is so draining. It feels like I have absolutely no life other than him, which is alright I guess. Because Brett wrecked my car and I only have liability coverage, I've been without it for about a month now and seriously, being at home all day starts to get to you. I'm starting to feel a little on the depressed side. I love Braxton more than anything, I really do, but my life doesn't belong to me anymore. Having children young took away that independence and freedom that I'm used to having. Actually, being with Brett took my freedom away. In a lot of ways I miss my life before him. The funnest time of my life was my freshman year of college before I met him. Things were just so easy then. But then again, looking back on our relationship, we've had some amazing times. The weird thing is, no matter how much we argue about anything and everything, that love we had in the very beginning is still there. I know he's the one for me and that's a comforting feeling.
Anyway, we're moving the weekend after next. I'm totally excited because I hate our apartment and I'm ready for something new. We'll be living with Brett's dad in Klein for a couple of months until we can find an apartment out there that we both like. This should be interesting...
Braxton is 2 months old today. It feels like forever. Being a mom is so draining. It feels like I have absolutely no life other than him, which is alright I guess. Because Brett wrecked my car and I only have liability coverage, I've been without it for about a month now and seriously, being at home all day starts to get to you. I'm starting to feel a little on the depressed side. I love Braxton more than anything, I really do, but my life doesn't belong to me anymore. Having children young took away that independence and freedom that I'm used to having. Actually, being with Brett took my freedom away. In a lot of ways I miss my life before him. The funnest time of my life was my freshman year of college before I met him. Things were just so easy then. But then again, looking back on our relationship, we've had some amazing times. The weird thing is, no matter how much we argue about anything and everything, that love we had in the very beginning is still there. I know he's the one for me and that's a comforting feeling.
Anyway, we're moving the weekend after next. I'm totally excited because I hate our apartment and I'm ready for something new. We'll be living with Brett's dad in Klein for a couple of months until we can find an apartment out there that we both like. This should be interesting...