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The seasons are changing... its offically Fall.
everything is slowly dying... the leaves are turning their warm shades of orange and red.
The weather is turning cold and my nose is starting to run. Fall brings Winter.
Winter brings the death of nature and the birth of me. AKA muh birthday is coming soon.
I always did love the winter months... I love how the cold brings everything closer.
It brings me closer to my blankets & bed, and some how it used to bring my family closer aswell.
idk if thats the case this year.. or any of the years in the future.
I've given up on this thing called "family" though my heart still beats for them.
The day has came and passed, it went unnoticed and so did you. For that I'm sorry.
I promised I would never forget. I swore I would never forget.
But somehow i managed to betray & break my promise.
I'm sorry, Thats all i can say. I cried, Thats all i can do.
From this moment on I swear on everything i hold dear to me I will live in your memory.
R.I.P.
Grandpa.
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.
depressing? eh sorta .... not really... He's in a better place then we all are.
i'm extremely jealous... well enough of all this...
today was fine i suppose... i got denied to give blood because i'm on antibiotics...
heh fine by meeeee... i HATE needles.. i was only doing it to get extra points.
but i guess it would've been nice to feel like i did something good for someone...
o well there is always next time...
I miss victor. i saw him yesturday.. went to his house and helped him babysit his little sisters.
they're real cute =] mhm sooo...we cuddled on the couch and such as his sisters played.
it was cute. =] i miss him terribly now. i hope i am able to see him tomorrow.
everything is slowly dying... the leaves are turning their warm shades of orange and red.
The weather is turning cold and my nose is starting to run. Fall brings Winter.
Winter brings the death of nature and the birth of me. AKA muh birthday is coming soon.
I always did love the winter months... I love how the cold brings everything closer.
It brings me closer to my blankets & bed, and some how it used to bring my family closer aswell.
idk if thats the case this year.. or any of the years in the future.
I've given up on this thing called "family" though my heart still beats for them.
The day has came and passed, it went unnoticed and so did you. For that I'm sorry.
I promised I would never forget. I swore I would never forget.
But somehow i managed to betray & break my promise.
I'm sorry, Thats all i can say. I cried, Thats all i can do.
From this moment on I swear on everything i hold dear to me I will live in your memory.
R.I.P.
Grandpa.
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.
depressing? eh sorta .... not really... He's in a better place then we all are.
i'm extremely jealous... well enough of all this...
today was fine i suppose... i got denied to give blood because i'm on antibiotics...
heh fine by meeeee... i HATE needles.. i was only doing it to get extra points.
but i guess it would've been nice to feel like i did something good for someone...
o well there is always next time...
I miss victor. i saw him yesturday.. went to his house and helped him babysit his little sisters.
they're real cute =] mhm sooo...we cuddled on the couch and such as his sisters played.
it was cute. =] i miss him terribly now. i hope i am able to see him tomorrow.