*The Wedding Singers...
SO...Zachariah and I are singing at a wedding this week. I'm going to call it...well it doesn't matter because we definitely decided NOT to take up a carreer in wedding entertainment. So, somewhere between Ever Stays Red and Sanctus Real, he found time to perform with ME. Or...practice anyway. 'Bout DANG TIME! No, I'm kidding. He's a great brother, just a busy brother, and despite his busy schedule, he still loves me the same and I love him. It was exciting though, and fun, and scary all simultaneously. His amazing musical abilities mixed with my trained vocals...worked out quite nicely. Ok, I'm not gonna lie, it was pretty much the coolest thing I've ever done. Nuff said.
Moving on.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/decieved_earth/
^^^^READ THAT^^^^
HE IS AMAZING. It really got me thinking and my response flowed...my thoughts are still racing and I can't catch up to them...but here's what I managed to slip out:
"I prayed to be welcomed back into the truth cause I knew I'd fallen and I'd forgot that which once had burned inside me."
AMEN. I don't even know what to say. I heard His words today and I spoke them aloud to a loved one. It felt good. For so long I've been without Him it seems. Not without Him, but far from Him and not seeking to come closer. The further I got, the more it felt pointless to even try to come back. When I saw you last, I could see that same thing in you. Or something like it. It was in me then also. It still is, but I can feel it pouring back into me because even though I've felt as though I was empty and I was without Him, He was always there, I just closed my eyes to Him because I thought it'd be easier to live life how I wanted to live it if I just pretended He wasn't there. But the more I pretended He wasn't looking and wasn't there, the more I started to feel He wasn't there and the harder and harder life became. I see it looking up now though...just a glimpse of hope as He begins prying my eyes open to the fact that He is still standing right infront of me.
You are amazing.
I love you.
Moving on.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/decieved_earth/
^^^^READ THAT^^^^
HE IS AMAZING. It really got me thinking and my response flowed...my thoughts are still racing and I can't catch up to them...but here's what I managed to slip out:
"I prayed to be welcomed back into the truth cause I knew I'd fallen and I'd forgot that which once had burned inside me."
AMEN. I don't even know what to say. I heard His words today and I spoke them aloud to a loved one. It felt good. For so long I've been without Him it seems. Not without Him, but far from Him and not seeking to come closer. The further I got, the more it felt pointless to even try to come back. When I saw you last, I could see that same thing in you. Or something like it. It was in me then also. It still is, but I can feel it pouring back into me because even though I've felt as though I was empty and I was without Him, He was always there, I just closed my eyes to Him because I thought it'd be easier to live life how I wanted to live it if I just pretended He wasn't there. But the more I pretended He wasn't looking and wasn't there, the more I started to feel He wasn't there and the harder and harder life became. I see it looking up now though...just a glimpse of hope as He begins prying my eyes open to the fact that He is still standing right infront of me.
You are amazing.
I love you.