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Put up a wall and leave it up. Share your secrets with no one...not even yourself. If YOU know them, you're bound to let them seep out somehow. You'll think it's safe where or with whom you are leaving those unpublished thoughts. TRUTH: You are never safe, and your closet knowledge and theories are sure to be unveiled.
I share my secluded brainstorming in my writing. It's generally written during highly emotional moments, those are the best. The most real, least thought out, most rough, and most honest points in your life.
I remember as children my sisters and I would fight to a ridiculous extent. One of my sisters would get so angry and say she hated me. She'd tell me she wished I was dead and sometimes, she'd even threaten to kill me. We still fight now. I've come to accept that I'm stubborn and always right and she has quick anger. The things we do and say in those fights don't matter because it's all said in heated passion. Despite all of our stupidity and overwhelming hatred, we are sisters and I love her and I don't doubt that she loves me.
The point is simply that you can not take my feelings when openly and painfully shared and use them against me. If you can not see that despite what is said in distress, we are sisters, regardless of everything, then that changes nothing to me. It only changes you. For that, I'm truly sorry. Or am I? Maybe you NEED a change.
TRUTH: You can't trust people. If they don't let you down first, you will without a doubt let them down. You will never be sufficient. Deal with it.
I share my secluded brainstorming in my writing. It's generally written during highly emotional moments, those are the best. The most real, least thought out, most rough, and most honest points in your life.
I remember as children my sisters and I would fight to a ridiculous extent. One of my sisters would get so angry and say she hated me. She'd tell me she wished I was dead and sometimes, she'd even threaten to kill me. We still fight now. I've come to accept that I'm stubborn and always right and she has quick anger. The things we do and say in those fights don't matter because it's all said in heated passion. Despite all of our stupidity and overwhelming hatred, we are sisters and I love her and I don't doubt that she loves me.
The point is simply that you can not take my feelings when openly and painfully shared and use them against me. If you can not see that despite what is said in distress, we are sisters, regardless of everything, then that changes nothing to me. It only changes you. For that, I'm truly sorry. Or am I? Maybe you NEED a change.
TRUTH: You can't trust people. If they don't let you down first, you will without a doubt let them down. You will never be sufficient. Deal with it.