*Is there anybody out there?
Happy not so much turkey day.
Spending time with the niece...sisters....madre. Good times.
Not so much good times yesterday. You find that people are always letting you be right about all you know they'll do to you and all you know they'll be. You find that people always stab you in the back and belittle you to nothing with no remorse.
Yesterday was hell but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be, that face is tearing holes in me again
And all the things you put me through, I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away, there will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains, and just the thought of you I fear
...it falls away
I'm still not fully over what happened yesterday. I felt a sense of traumatization as if my past were coming back to me. It was simply repeating itself. I can't believe what happened and I can't believe you for letting it. It's OK though, and that's the best part. It only further proves what I already knew.When I forget you, it will be better. It's well past due time that I get over you and let you go. So much for the title we claimed. Here's to getting over you.
When you walk don't leave a note, just put your hands on the back door
When you talk it's just a joke, just know, I can't take it anymore
I'm tired of hearing your BULL. That's all it is. The same thing every time. I don't want to hear it anymore. Move on and leave me be. Save your bull for someone who gives a damn.
Stab my back, it’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me, it never was enough to do
It's true. It never was enough for you to have me by your side at all times. To have someone that would willfully feed you before themselves and give you anything and everything they had. You loved it. I fueled your fire by letting you treat me like your dog. I've been bleeding for you for far too long and it's time those wounds were covered up and closed.
Your subtleties, they strangle me. I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants, and all that needs, all I don’t want to need at all.
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted on this evening I give the final blow.
Now I’m on my own side, it’s better than being on your side
All these thoughts locked inside, now you’re the first to know
You leave me speechless. A hard thing to do but it's as if when I'm with you, I have no defense. I feel better as I start to release you and I won't pretend it's ok anymore.
I know you so better than the city in the rear view
I drive to eliminate the ball that I'm chained to
Take me break me
every mile further there's a part of me that slips away
One day you'll see
Even if you got down on your knees you couldn't make me stay
Drive all night, never gonna get me
Night by night, to get away from it all
Fight fight fight, all you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life, so I'm gonna have to drive all night
I'll stay strong, I'm pushing on the pedal till I break dawn
So I'm gone, go find another shoulder you can cry on
All of the things that I held inside
All I gotta do is drive
That says it best. I know you so well and I know your cycle. I know we'll end up back at square one as we so often do. I'm finally just cutting you off. I'll drive as far as I have to until you see you have no one else. Until you miss me and don't have me there. Now you know how you've always made me feel and with your defensive nature you'll deny it all and attempt to make me wrong, but you can't change my feelings.
I'm the best friend you've ever and will ever have. I'll always love you for the rest of my life but I'm done being the only one with a heart. It takes a heart to love, so I know you can NEVER love me. I refuse to continuously put myself in a place where there is no possibility of me ever being loved.
Take your heartless, bitchy, selfish, fake self elsewhere. I'm done with it.
Spending time with the niece...sisters....madre. Good times.
Not so much good times yesterday. You find that people are always letting you be right about all you know they'll do to you and all you know they'll be. You find that people always stab you in the back and belittle you to nothing with no remorse.
Yesterday was hell but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be, that face is tearing holes in me again
And all the things you put me through, I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away, there will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains, and just the thought of you I fear
...it falls away
I'm still not fully over what happened yesterday. I felt a sense of traumatization as if my past were coming back to me. It was simply repeating itself. I can't believe what happened and I can't believe you for letting it. It's OK though, and that's the best part. It only further proves what I already knew.When I forget you, it will be better. It's well past due time that I get over you and let you go. So much for the title we claimed. Here's to getting over you.
When you walk don't leave a note, just put your hands on the back door
When you talk it's just a joke, just know, I can't take it anymore
I'm tired of hearing your BULL. That's all it is. The same thing every time. I don't want to hear it anymore. Move on and leave me be. Save your bull for someone who gives a damn.
Stab my back, it’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me, it never was enough to do
It's true. It never was enough for you to have me by your side at all times. To have someone that would willfully feed you before themselves and give you anything and everything they had. You loved it. I fueled your fire by letting you treat me like your dog. I've been bleeding for you for far too long and it's time those wounds were covered up and closed.
Your subtleties, they strangle me. I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants, and all that needs, all I don’t want to need at all.
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted on this evening I give the final blow.
Now I’m on my own side, it’s better than being on your side
All these thoughts locked inside, now you’re the first to know
You leave me speechless. A hard thing to do but it's as if when I'm with you, I have no defense. I feel better as I start to release you and I won't pretend it's ok anymore.
I know you so better than the city in the rear view
I drive to eliminate the ball that I'm chained to
Take me break me
every mile further there's a part of me that slips away
One day you'll see
Even if you got down on your knees you couldn't make me stay
Drive all night, never gonna get me
Night by night, to get away from it all
Fight fight fight, all you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life, so I'm gonna have to drive all night
I'll stay strong, I'm pushing on the pedal till I break dawn
So I'm gone, go find another shoulder you can cry on
All of the things that I held inside
All I gotta do is drive
That says it best. I know you so well and I know your cycle. I know we'll end up back at square one as we so often do. I'm finally just cutting you off. I'll drive as far as I have to until you see you have no one else. Until you miss me and don't have me there. Now you know how you've always made me feel and with your defensive nature you'll deny it all and attempt to make me wrong, but you can't change my feelings.
I'm the best friend you've ever and will ever have. I'll always love you for the rest of my life but I'm done being the only one with a heart. It takes a heart to love, so I know you can NEVER love me. I refuse to continuously put myself in a place where there is no possibility of me ever being loved.
Take your heartless, bitchy, selfish, fake self elsewhere. I'm done with it.