Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes
[Look how pretty she is, when she falls down]
Last night was one of my best nights of the summer. Hung out with joce, crystal, mike and nick. haha. Did some stuff..Walked around. Went back to Mikes. Sat there. Then me, joce and crystal walked halfway to my house, and realized my key was gone. So we went back to mikes, and couldnt find it. We ended up coming to my house and making joce crawl through a window. Once we got in we went up on the computer, sat around. Videotaped with crystals camera and took pics with my cam. Went down stairs, ordered pizza. The front door opened. We freaked out and thought someone broke in so i grabbed a knife..haha and called the fuzz. They came and checked out the place. After they left we realized it was just the wind..lmao. what a night .We stayed up till like 3, and woke up around 1130. They didn't leave till like...5. haha. My family got home around 7ish. All i've heard is depressing stories and whatever. and tonight is the first night in awhile that i've actually sat in the dark alone, and thought. I've got my life in order. I can say im happier. I still don't sleep at night. but thats no big deal. I get the occasional depressing moment, but who doesnt. I dont know how i feel about nick anymore. All i know is that i just hope our friendship gets stronger..cause i want to be close frineds with him still. And things still seem so different.. It sucks, sure. but i guess i can't complain. Things could be totally worse..so im just happy for what i've got i guess. and i am. Im upset about a few other issues, but those are kind of just stupid pointless little things i dont like, no point in elaborating. Later dudes.
<3nessa