Is it wise of me just to dream of you, and wake without you there.
[you won't cry for my absence i know. you forgot me long ago]
this is all such bullshit. guys make absolutly no sence. and i bet i could talk to a million girls who agree. they don't understand when they hurt you. they can't admit when they hurt. they are so oblivious to so many things. and it bothers me so much. I just wish guys could be more like girls..(haha). That would make life a million times easier. You could bluntly tell i guy your most extreme, deep, fucking most important thoughts, and all you'll get out of them could be "i c". Which are the harshest two words in the msn language, i think. By using those two letters. Its obviously telling who ever your typing it to that your listening but dont really care, cause if you cared you would have more to say then just "ic". Ra-fucking-wr. I just wish none of this ever happened. i wish i went to bed early yesterday. i wish i never gave him the link to my journal. i wish so many fucking things. im going back to lay in my bed. bye.
[I cant forgive, cant forget, cant give in. what went wrong, cause you said this was right?]
[you fucked up my life]