its late
well, its not THAT late yet. but its gonna be a long nite for me. me and my aunt are going up to jalama, this beach campground that the family always goes to. we have to reserve the spots for this weekend so that were guaranteed a place to rest ourselves! oh man, its gonna be so awesome. my cousins from oregon are also gonna be down for another fam. reunion thats a couple hrs away and theyre gonna stop by. hopefully it will be warm enough to get like at least 4 shades darker so i can beat some ppl down here. if not, theres still my shasta trip and he can jsut kiss the competishh goodbye. = game over. hey no fake and bake allowed.
so anyways its gonna be an allnighter for me. prob gonna drive some and then just be company so she can stay awake. then i SLEEP on the beach. hehe and then back home tomorrow afternoon. yeah just a day trip. leaving at 2am today, cuz its at least 4hr drive. cant say the locayshhh cuz too many ppl already know about it and then they just become competish for campsites and we cant have that anymore. hehe. sorry if my thoughts are all scrambled. im listening to music, am tired and drained from alot of things going on. only those like closest to me really know, but im kinda struggling right now. no i AM struggling right now. lots of conflicting emotions with stuff....and of course we cant forget the neverending school stress. thats something im looking forward to in like...hmmmmmm prob 5-6 yrs when im done with school well most of it at least. no more of this stoopid finals stress that just tosses you around and makes you sick with worry about your grades. ahhhhhh! thats in few weeks. yeah, im gonna study alot tomorrow. or try to at least.
what else did i want to say.
oh lys went to party and some guys i went to school with were there and asked bout me. theyre trying to corrupt me...ahhhh. im not like that. like yeah, it sounds fun and all but that just isnt me. id go MAYBE to chill, and see some ppl that i havent seen in while, but ehhhh, we'll see.
anyways, im still working some things out and dealing with things. its hard! well, haha, this is probably really hard to understand and read. sorry i cant think clearly. i guess ill go now and look for rings for my bathing suit. im having it made and its gonna be so pretty! but i need to find the rings to go in the top and bottoms. theyre so hard to find. jsut want plain silver rings, does anyone know where i can find them? k, and not like the cheap-o crappy lookin ones. like serious, for like sewing accessories and stuff like that. ive tried joanns, michaels and pink house. someone suggested home depot, but dhool....i seriously doubt it! hardware on a swimsuit, i can only imagine. but ill check when i get back on wednesday ill go. but if you have any other ideas, PLEASE let me know! id like to get it so i can have my suit made asap. im having a couple made so its not like im gonna be without, but i want this one!! i know ill miss this weekend, but for shasta for sure. k, love you and thanks for reading this! ahhhh, thats long.
so anyways its gonna be an allnighter for me. prob gonna drive some and then just be company so she can stay awake. then i SLEEP on the beach. hehe and then back home tomorrow afternoon. yeah just a day trip. leaving at 2am today, cuz its at least 4hr drive. cant say the locayshhh cuz too many ppl already know about it and then they just become competish for campsites and we cant have that anymore. hehe. sorry if my thoughts are all scrambled. im listening to music, am tired and drained from alot of things going on. only those like closest to me really know, but im kinda struggling right now. no i AM struggling right now. lots of conflicting emotions with stuff....and of course we cant forget the neverending school stress. thats something im looking forward to in like...hmmmmmm prob 5-6 yrs when im done with school well most of it at least. no more of this stoopid finals stress that just tosses you around and makes you sick with worry about your grades. ahhhhhh! thats in few weeks. yeah, im gonna study alot tomorrow. or try to at least.
what else did i want to say.
oh lys went to party and some guys i went to school with were there and asked bout me. theyre trying to corrupt me...ahhhh. im not like that. like yeah, it sounds fun and all but that just isnt me. id go MAYBE to chill, and see some ppl that i havent seen in while, but ehhhh, we'll see.
anyways, im still working some things out and dealing with things. its hard! well, haha, this is probably really hard to understand and read. sorry i cant think clearly. i guess ill go now and look for rings for my bathing suit. im having it made and its gonna be so pretty! but i need to find the rings to go in the top and bottoms. theyre so hard to find. jsut want plain silver rings, does anyone know where i can find them? k, and not like the cheap-o crappy lookin ones. like serious, for like sewing accessories and stuff like that. ive tried joanns, michaels and pink house. someone suggested home depot, but dhool....i seriously doubt it! hardware on a swimsuit, i can only imagine. but ill check when i get back on wednesday ill go. but if you have any other ideas, PLEASE let me know! id like to get it so i can have my suit made asap. im having a couple made so its not like im gonna be without, but i want this one!! i know ill miss this weekend, but for shasta for sure. k, love you and thanks for reading this! ahhhh, thats long.