Feb 18, 2009 01:34
I just watched Revolutionary Road. Do not watch this movie unless you want to be terribly depressed.
That being said, excellent acting. Very good. Deserves many awards, which I think it received?
But now I sit here, alone in my room, at 1:35am, in tears. I'm so depressed. I'm worried that I will never be good at communicating and dealing with all of life's problems and that I get too worked up about stuff and that Chris will eventually stop loving me and that I won't deserve him and that I won't be able to be with him anymore. If I didn't know before that he is the one I want to be with, I know now.
I miss him so much right now it hurts. I wish more than anything that I could talk to him...but I know I can't.