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I wish I could be more eloquent, since I've written eulogies, and words are my love and passion and one true skill.
But right now I am beyond eloquent. My heart is shattered, my thoughts scattered, my soul aching.
There are few people who have had nearly as much an influence on my life as Robin Williams. Who have fed into and shaped my life and sense of humor. And, in a way, he's responsible for my writing career, since it really was him who kick-started the mania that continues to this day.
He was the first crush I ever had, my first look into the longing and angst that comes with it. In Hook he was quite simply the most beautiful man I'd ever seen, and my affection and attraction never went away.
I am just lost; I know in time my feelings will channel into fond remembrance, but right now I'm too numb to think.
But right now I am beyond eloquent. My heart is shattered, my thoughts scattered, my soul aching.
There are few people who have had nearly as much an influence on my life as Robin Williams. Who have fed into and shaped my life and sense of humor. And, in a way, he's responsible for my writing career, since it really was him who kick-started the mania that continues to this day.
He was the first crush I ever had, my first look into the longing and angst that comes with it. In Hook he was quite simply the most beautiful man I'd ever seen, and my affection and attraction never went away.
I am just lost; I know in time my feelings will channel into fond remembrance, but right now I'm too numb to think.