BUY THE NEW DEATH CAB CD.
we played a fun show in seekonk tonight. those are always a good time. got to see our pals in slik willy for the first time in a while and they are always amazing. ryan told a story on stage that might have been a little risque but it was hilarious so it doesn't matter. he also became a wicked hardcore kid at one point and said "LETS FUCK THIS PLACE UP!" while pacing back and forth as fast as he could from one side to the other. i love that guy.
i've been in a bit of a better mood lately kind of. ups and downs i guess? i just realize that no matter how much i don't understand why or the reasoning behind things it doesn't change the fact that its over and i just have to deal with it and try to move on but also try to keep a friend in the process. maybe things will work out someday and maybe they won't. i just need to not be stuck on this for forever.
today. woke up early at billys and felt like all around crap. i felt bad about some things i said last night and everything plus i just had the worst stomach ache so i came home. attempted to watch Ray for the third day in a row. i just can't finish it for some reason! went up to URI and met with this kid about the show saturday and tried to work together so no one got screwed and i feel alot better about that situation now which is good. while i was there i went and saw my dads new office and he ended up taking me out to lunch! we had a nice talk about some things then i was off. met up with billy at stop and shop and then went bowling with jon paton! love that kid. he's moving to boston for school on thursday and i'm glad we got to hang before he did. after bowling i went to FYE and bought the new death cab cd and so far what i've heard is AMAZING. i just love them more than anything.
after a nice drive back from wakefield i went and got my car and saw cam and mike at stop and shop! i love those kids. cam blew up some lighters and it was wicked cool! haha i'm such a little kid and amused by the most stupid things. ohhhh well. came home.. grabbed a shirt, went online, met everyone back and stop and shop, went to hometown buffet because ryan wanted to feast before he got back on the diet. had some good laughs. went to the show. saw some pals. dennys.
i'm trying not to think about shitty things right now. still debating leaving the house for a while and going on a nice drive or something. we'll see. i'm off.
sorry this is such a long entry. i have a movie date with robin on thursday and i can't wait because i haven't seen her in sooooo long and we're buddies and laugh together alot!
alright. goodnight.
ps- i want to have some new experiences and meet friendly people! i like that idea alot lately.
pps- job searching this week i think. gross.
weird how i still can't just leave after one goodbye.
i've been in a bit of a better mood lately kind of. ups and downs i guess? i just realize that no matter how much i don't understand why or the reasoning behind things it doesn't change the fact that its over and i just have to deal with it and try to move on but also try to keep a friend in the process. maybe things will work out someday and maybe they won't. i just need to not be stuck on this for forever.
today. woke up early at billys and felt like all around crap. i felt bad about some things i said last night and everything plus i just had the worst stomach ache so i came home. attempted to watch Ray for the third day in a row. i just can't finish it for some reason! went up to URI and met with this kid about the show saturday and tried to work together so no one got screwed and i feel alot better about that situation now which is good. while i was there i went and saw my dads new office and he ended up taking me out to lunch! we had a nice talk about some things then i was off. met up with billy at stop and shop and then went bowling with jon paton! love that kid. he's moving to boston for school on thursday and i'm glad we got to hang before he did. after bowling i went to FYE and bought the new death cab cd and so far what i've heard is AMAZING. i just love them more than anything.
after a nice drive back from wakefield i went and got my car and saw cam and mike at stop and shop! i love those kids. cam blew up some lighters and it was wicked cool! haha i'm such a little kid and amused by the most stupid things. ohhhh well. came home.. grabbed a shirt, went online, met everyone back and stop and shop, went to hometown buffet because ryan wanted to feast before he got back on the diet. had some good laughs. went to the show. saw some pals. dennys.
i'm trying not to think about shitty things right now. still debating leaving the house for a while and going on a nice drive or something. we'll see. i'm off.
sorry this is such a long entry. i have a movie date with robin on thursday and i can't wait because i haven't seen her in sooooo long and we're buddies and laugh together alot!
alright. goodnight.
ps- i want to have some new experiences and meet friendly people! i like that idea alot lately.
pps- job searching this week i think. gross.
weird how i still can't just leave after one goodbye.