Jul 23, 2006 01:31
So it's 3:28 on a saturday, im sitting here. you all are so happy right now, or so it seems. thats good, at least some of us are, right. I dont feel so good right now, wait.. scratch that, i feel horrible.. i usually dont say stuff like that on here, but what the hell.. fuck it.
you know, i notice im one to set my self up for disappointment at times, or i just take things to the ass right away. I wish you would be honest with me. i wish you could spare me the confusion of figuring things out on my own, it sucks.
I geuss im bothered by many things at the moment. what did i do rong.
i love you all, but i wish i for the worst for myself right now.