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[nervous_wreck]

I am very very very happy today.
I'm not really sure why. Maybe
because I recieved an e-mail
from kristen today. I hadn't
heard from her in ages. So
I thought maybe maybe she
was no longer on anymore
and was having too much
fun with her social life. but
i heard from her today with
a sigh of relief. i also got
an e-mail from 3am_phonecall
regarding her zine. she is
a sweetheart. I will send
her a letter. I will send
emptysounda
letter & my lovely red_hair
and i have been making
friends at an online forum
for those that suffer with
social anxiety disorders which
is also myself..of course i have
yet to have gotten any type of
therapy or medication for it as
of yet. so i think this is a step.
and its just been a wonderful
experience so far. yes. i want
to go to the library tomorrow
but i stay up to late and then
sleep too late.its a vicious
cycle.i will be applying at
a couple of places with my
resume..a petland/valu/?
is accepting resumes
tomorrow so i'll be there
to do that. i will also be
applying at the beat goes
on..this used cd/dvd
place that's opening
in the neighborhood.
i've been thinking a
lot about the beach
and the little town
we visited lat sum
mer and stayed
in this little slanted
cottage near the
beach. on the
beach is a ar
cade and i sp
ent nights pl
aying games
and eating fr
om the snac
k shop they
also had th
ere i miss it
i hope we go
again some
time it was
special re
ally.dad keeps
deleting all my
photos from the
digital camera
or else i'd share
some with you
i think i'll do my
homework and
go to bed.