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I am so cold. so I think I'll spend my saturday making art. and writing some.
drinking tomato soup.& a lot of tea. we are all out of groceries really. joy found a house she thinks she likes and I'm very proud of her.
I know how much better she is then me. Whether that's sad or not, she is just one put together human being. Even if she is a bit naieve. I've sorta want to be the people who could care less what is happening in their world. some times I wonder if I didn't know what I know now , if I would be normal. I'm trying to be in much better spirits. Talking to myself a lot more, and really contemplating about going back to school on monday. I really think I can do it. I know how happy the rest of my family would be.and perhaps how happy I might be. and a teacher did end up calling on thursday. they must have caught my vibes. Although it was the arrogant one. he who some times comes off as being really nice, but because I have missed so much time I'm sure he thinks I'm one of those students. well. i'm trying to put a smile on..although its really such a horrible looking day. my nose is running. I caught the end of drop dead fred on tv today. i adore that movie. I also adored the white stripe's live at much..which was just wonderful. It was nice to hear Jack and Meg talk, and even more nice to hear them play live..even if it was just on the tele.I need to tape it the next time it is repeated.
thanks to Misty (red_hair and Kristen) for the encouragement.Thank you for being there.
drinking tomato soup.& a lot of tea. we are all out of groceries really. joy found a house she thinks she likes and I'm very proud of her.
I know how much better she is then me. Whether that's sad or not, she is just one put together human being. Even if she is a bit naieve. I've sorta want to be the people who could care less what is happening in their world. some times I wonder if I didn't know what I know now , if I would be normal. I'm trying to be in much better spirits. Talking to myself a lot more, and really contemplating about going back to school on monday. I really think I can do it. I know how happy the rest of my family would be.and perhaps how happy I might be. and a teacher did end up calling on thursday. they must have caught my vibes. Although it was the arrogant one. he who some times comes off as being really nice, but because I have missed so much time I'm sure he thinks I'm one of those students. well. i'm trying to put a smile on..although its really such a horrible looking day. my nose is running. I caught the end of drop dead fred on tv today. i adore that movie. I also adored the white stripe's live at much..which was just wonderful. It was nice to hear Jack and Meg talk, and even more nice to hear them play live..even if it was just on the tele.I need to tape it the next time it is repeated.
thanks to Misty (red_hair and Kristen) for the encouragement.Thank you for being there.