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ok, I found out that guy didn't let the air out of my tires, I just ran over a nail.
I'm still ripshit about the way he's treated me, although last night he offered me an apology. I know Kira probably spoke to him (she said she would, about the harrassment), so that's probably what made him turn around. but the level of fakeness behind it was sickening; "I apologize for the stuff I said, I didn't mean it that way". sure. I said I accepted it and he's been much more easy to work with, but that doesn't mean I like him.
in other "news" I still feel numb to life. I'm supposed to be the one who loves education, who adores learning and knowledge and experiences, and yet I'm so indifferent to the fact that I just closed one chapter of my life and am heading to college.
I still wish I had graduated from Westfield. god damn.
I'm still ripshit about the way he's treated me, although last night he offered me an apology. I know Kira probably spoke to him (she said she would, about the harrassment), so that's probably what made him turn around. but the level of fakeness behind it was sickening; "I apologize for the stuff I said, I didn't mean it that way". sure. I said I accepted it and he's been much more easy to work with, but that doesn't mean I like him.
in other "news" I still feel numb to life. I'm supposed to be the one who loves education, who adores learning and knowledge and experiences, and yet I'm so indifferent to the fact that I just closed one chapter of my life and am heading to college.
I still wish I had graduated from Westfield. god damn.