Mar 03, 2013 21:18
Going through papers, books, tapes, stuff, clothes... sheesh, did I accumulate stuff over the years. Some things are too hard to get rid of, but rid me I must of them - weighing me down.
Every time I get in the car and drive, I am struck incredulous by that simple act. I am driving. Holy shit. Never really saw myself doing this.
What does the future hold? Not overly optimistic, but eh. Every day, to me, is a Pandora's box of miracles.
My grandson got hurt today; the thought of my kids/grandkids in pain in any manner literally makes me sick to my stomach. I should not have ever even started this motherhood thing! GAH!
I fucking hate winter.
Last night I came face to face with the fact that I've got a better body as a woman in her late 40s than I did as a young woman at 17. I'm rather pleased with that fact. Nyah!
..... and smells like a skunk got scared somewhere in the vicinity. UGH.