My X-mess and New year..
Since I still don't "feel like" sleeping.. I'll type this story.. Of which I probably will forget to tell whole stories of..
(In the Netherlands we have 1st X-mas day and 2nd X-mas day, to clear up in advance)
The 1st X-mas day, we were at my auntie's house. She has 2 young kids, which is totally fine, but damn tiring.. So I was burned up even before we got dinner.. My gosh.. Mu aunt even bought us all gifts, which was totally sweet, of course, but everything I got, except for a pair of purple legwamers, I passed on to my mom. Why? 'Cause bought me size XL... while meme had size S/XS.. A well.. My mom sure got a good 1st X-mas day :D I'm happy with the purple legwarmers! Happily we didn't leave too late, 'cause I was soo worn out, and so was my grann, so that was settled!
2nd X-mas day we had my grandparents over. Me and me mom made some awful delicious dishes, like; Sushi, tortilla, lemon shrimp with parsley, some fish salads and much more, but I forgot.
As you could have know from a few posts ago, that we bought my grandparents a flatscreen. And they totally loved it!! I have some pictures of the unpacking, but not atm. So I'll post them later.
The homemade dishes were SO nice and the unpacking too, everything really swollowed me, so I can only remember some bits..
I'd get a FREAKING OFFICIAL THIS IS IT Bracelet!! The X-mas CD of the Jackson5, 2 dresses, a bedspread, duvet projections, some nice long, thick socks, LOTS of perfumes, and two damn cute little oven scales :D and Titanic on DVD.(We only once had it on videotape but now I have it on DVD :D I hope I don't forget anything..
It's was to much, everything! I was so happy with everything I got!
And I was very happy to be in bed once again, 'cause I was soooo tired!
On the "3th" X-mas day we went to see Ricardo's baby nephew, just 5 days old. So CUTE!! But yet again, tiring.. Not the child! But being at me best behavior.
The next days till Dec. 31th, I don't remember.. I think.. I guess I really lost somethings.
But the Dec. 31 was okay.. but I felt phucked up all day..
While I was peeling the shrimps, I felt this pain on me chest and I couldn't breath normally, and I felt SO DAMN miserable.. I could reach to a chair just in time, or I fell on the floor.. Sweat bursting our of ever singel pore of my body.. No one there to help me.. I paniced, though I suffered in silence.. My GodMichael, I was draped over the kitchen table, I just didn't know what to do. After a while I finally caught a bit breath and was able to pilot myself to the couch. Man.... Never again... PLEASE!!!
After this I tried to resume the work.. But everytime I was "on" something I felt it comming again.. So I was phucking pissed that I couldn't do a freaking this whole day on...
At 4 PM we went over to my grandparents house, where I still didn't feel quite okay, but what the hell, it was the last day of the year, and I wanted to be a part of it, ALIVE!
And that's what I did.. We ate, we talked, I filmed alot :P and we watched some fireworks..
I stayed up till 3am.. Not because really wanted to, but because I always feel a sort of encumbered by leaving everybody behind with the mess.. I feel like I need to help cleaning the mess up.*I know... I know... I'm weird!*
And this were my last days of the year.
(In the Netherlands we have 1st X-mas day and 2nd X-mas day, to clear up in advance)
The 1st X-mas day, we were at my auntie's house. She has 2 young kids, which is totally fine, but damn tiring.. So I was burned up even before we got dinner.. My gosh.. Mu aunt even bought us all gifts, which was totally sweet, of course, but everything I got, except for a pair of purple legwamers, I passed on to my mom. Why? 'Cause bought me size XL... while meme had size S/XS.. A well.. My mom sure got a good 1st X-mas day :D I'm happy with the purple legwarmers! Happily we didn't leave too late, 'cause I was soo worn out, and so was my grann, so that was settled!
2nd X-mas day we had my grandparents over. Me and me mom made some awful delicious dishes, like; Sushi, tortilla, lemon shrimp with parsley, some fish salads and much more, but I forgot.
As you could have know from a few posts ago, that we bought my grandparents a flatscreen. And they totally loved it!! I have some pictures of the unpacking, but not atm. So I'll post them later.
The homemade dishes were SO nice and the unpacking too, everything really swollowed me, so I can only remember some bits..
I'd get a FREAKING OFFICIAL THIS IS IT Bracelet!! The X-mas CD of the Jackson5, 2 dresses, a bedspread, duvet projections, some nice long, thick socks, LOTS of perfumes, and two damn cute little oven scales :D and Titanic on DVD.(We only once had it on videotape but now I have it on DVD :D I hope I don't forget anything..
It's was to much, everything! I was so happy with everything I got!
And I was very happy to be in bed once again, 'cause I was soooo tired!
On the "3th" X-mas day we went to see Ricardo's baby nephew, just 5 days old. So CUTE!! But yet again, tiring.. Not the child! But being at me best behavior.
The next days till Dec. 31th, I don't remember.. I think.. I guess I really lost somethings.
But the Dec. 31 was okay.. but I felt phucked up all day..
While I was peeling the shrimps, I felt this pain on me chest and I couldn't breath normally, and I felt SO DAMN miserable.. I could reach to a chair just in time, or I fell on the floor.. Sweat bursting our of ever singel pore of my body.. No one there to help me.. I paniced, though I suffered in silence.. My GodMichael, I was draped over the kitchen table, I just didn't know what to do. After a while I finally caught a bit breath and was able to pilot myself to the couch. Man.... Never again... PLEASE!!!
After this I tried to resume the work.. But everytime I was "on" something I felt it comming again.. So I was phucking pissed that I couldn't do a freaking this whole day on...
At 4 PM we went over to my grandparents house, where I still didn't feel quite okay, but what the hell, it was the last day of the year, and I wanted to be a part of it, ALIVE!
And that's what I did.. We ate, we talked, I filmed alot :P and we watched some fireworks..
I stayed up till 3am.. Not because really wanted to, but because I always feel a sort of encumbered by leaving everybody behind with the mess.. I feel like I need to help cleaning the mess up.*I know... I know... I'm weird!*
And this were my last days of the year.