Ranting to get it out
Why must life revolve around men? I mean, the past month or so, all I've talked about to friends and family are men issues. I mean, I guess they aren't really issues so much that its just... THERE.
Focusing on other aspects of life is so hard when you're a teenager. The opposite sex just looks so appealing.
Does starting a journal really help take control of your life? I know I've been a little testy lately. I have some theories on why, too. But will writing down my feelings make me a little more sane before I actually go and talk to someone about my problems. I dont even know. The plan makes sense in my head, but not so much on paper. I should try it, somewhere.
So, last day of work. It makes sense, I've been working here for what? 8 weeks... maybe 10? I'm not sure. But it's over after 5 today. I'm a little excited. I dont HAVE to get up at 7 every morning...
When I woke up this morning, that golden light was shining onto my blinds. You know, that light that only really shows up in the morning? Sure, you can argue that it comes around when the sun is setting also... but it's not the same. The atmosphere is different; not physically, I know. I miss that golden light.
I should learn HTML so I can actually insert fun links and tricks into my livejournal... *shrugs* Ok. I'm done ranting for now. I'm going out to lunch in 45 mins. Should be fun. Yummy Italian food.
Focusing on other aspects of life is so hard when you're a teenager. The opposite sex just looks so appealing.
Does starting a journal really help take control of your life? I know I've been a little testy lately. I have some theories on why, too. But will writing down my feelings make me a little more sane before I actually go and talk to someone about my problems. I dont even know. The plan makes sense in my head, but not so much on paper. I should try it, somewhere.
So, last day of work. It makes sense, I've been working here for what? 8 weeks... maybe 10? I'm not sure. But it's over after 5 today. I'm a little excited. I dont HAVE to get up at 7 every morning...
When I woke up this morning, that golden light was shining onto my blinds. You know, that light that only really shows up in the morning? Sure, you can argue that it comes around when the sun is setting also... but it's not the same. The atmosphere is different; not physically, I know. I miss that golden light.
I should learn HTML so I can actually insert fun links and tricks into my livejournal... *shrugs* Ok. I'm done ranting for now. I'm going out to lunch in 45 mins. Should be fun. Yummy Italian food.