383: and then the world held its breath.
★ ONLINE: If any of you have AIM, I’m ragnafork@AIM, please add me on it! Also, MSN, if you don’t have AIM. :D Mine is writing_pirate[@]hotmail.com o/
★ Fandom: Late, but I finally saw the Pokemon CoroCoro scans. Arti, Kamitsure, SUBWAY MASTERS - they’re so BEAUTIFUL. More art of Touko, Touya and Cheren. TOUKO OH LORD o///o I am so pleased ide. Also Giima is so handsome, there was this one pixiv comic that made me ship him with Arti. I WANT THIS GAME. NOW. EL RELEASE YOU ARE LIKE A LOVER PLAYING HARD-TO-GET, GODDAMN.
★ Fandom: Ordered the i11 2011 calendar today! Who else has? I really hope it’ll be worth it. Also for some reason, I think over the course of time my views have changed. I’ve grown to dislike characters I used to like, and I think I’ve mellowed towards characters like Fudou - turns out he’s actually a really good guy even if he doesn’t show it in a traditionally ‘nice’ way, and for some reason it’s pretty nice to see him happy…LMAO BLAME FANWORKS. Just. His eyes and his smile, so NICE.
Even Therese has incredibly handsome fanart and is too damn cute with Edgar; damn you pixiv for developing characters in your headcanon like this (SOMEONE HELP ME LMAO)!?
★ Reality: I met up with friends I hadn’t seen in a long time for a birthday party on 10/10/10! While it was fun, it just sort of reminded me about one thing I really hate about myself.
I’m not considered ‘social enough’ by normal standards. I prefer to make connections over the Internet, and even then I am not nearly good enough at it. Do I use Facebook? No. How regularly do I speak to you all as it is? I really hate this about myself - I can’t start conversations on MSN because I guess I’m just not USED to doing things like that.
The first half of my first year in school is over. Time to:
1) stop using the computer to Tweet in class, and talk more to my classmates.
2) when I’m at home, talk to you all more.
CHANGING MY LIFE LITTLE BY LITTLE. Difficult, but I want to seriously put in the effort to make living easier, because I am a lazy and hopeless good-for-nothing.
TL;DR - being socially awkward is fucking awful. Or at least I feel a great deal of despair about it. .__.
TIME TO WORK ON THAT DRABBLE MEME...FOR fujoushiparty maybe?? idk...
I kinda want to marry Sugata Shindou from Star Driver, lord help me.
★ Fandom: Late, but I finally saw the Pokemon CoroCoro scans. Arti, Kamitsure, SUBWAY MASTERS - they’re so BEAUTIFUL. More art of Touko, Touya and Cheren. TOUKO OH LORD o///o I am so pleased ide. Also Giima is so handsome, there was this one pixiv comic that made me ship him with Arti. I WANT THIS GAME. NOW. EL RELEASE YOU ARE LIKE A LOVER PLAYING HARD-TO-GET, GODDAMN.
★ Fandom: Ordered the i11 2011 calendar today! Who else has? I really hope it’ll be worth it. Also for some reason, I think over the course of time my views have changed. I’ve grown to dislike characters I used to like, and I think I’ve mellowed towards characters like Fudou - turns out he’s actually a really good guy even if he doesn’t show it in a traditionally ‘nice’ way, and for some reason it’s pretty nice to see him happy…LMAO BLAME FANWORKS. Just. His eyes and his smile, so NICE.
Even Therese has incredibly handsome fanart and is too damn cute with Edgar; damn you pixiv for developing characters in your headcanon like this (SOMEONE HELP ME LMAO)!?
★ Reality: I met up with friends I hadn’t seen in a long time for a birthday party on 10/10/10! While it was fun, it just sort of reminded me about one thing I really hate about myself.
I’m not considered ‘social enough’ by normal standards. I prefer to make connections over the Internet, and even then I am not nearly good enough at it. Do I use Facebook? No. How regularly do I speak to you all as it is? I really hate this about myself - I can’t start conversations on MSN because I guess I’m just not USED to doing things like that.
The first half of my first year in school is over. Time to:
1) stop using the computer to Tweet in class, and talk more to my classmates.
2) when I’m at home, talk to you all more.
CHANGING MY LIFE LITTLE BY LITTLE. Difficult, but I want to seriously put in the effort to make living easier, because I am a lazy and hopeless good-for-nothing.
TL;DR - being socially awkward is fucking awful. Or at least I feel a great deal of despair about it. .__.
TIME TO WORK ON THAT DRABBLE MEME...FOR fujoushiparty maybe?? idk...
I kinda want to marry Sugata Shindou from Star Driver, lord help me.